:(

SuperGirl lost her super powers.

Leaving home is like giving superman krypton.
Leaving home to me is like giving me A HUGE AMOUNT OF DUMPING OF crap.

Very malas to start class. NOT excited.

Dear You,

Can I just ignore things? And befriends with who I wanna be, even though it'll seem as if I'm the unfun-nest and uncool-est person? I want you to come quick! Quick!

God, I want to save myself from the "pollution" and pollution. Argh! The things you people emit kill! PLEASE SEDAR. I DO NOT WANT TO DIE BECAUSE OF THAT.

I don't think it's cool, I don't think it's hot.

Rules need to be set, sorry if I sound selfish. I'm being selfish for the sake of EVERYONE. Though prolly you won't think highly of it.

Hana the party pooper?
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TOO BAD!

notlookingforwardtothenonesenseandshit.

XOXO,
Nazie.
tsk.
I want Reggie.
I want Tee.
I want Pika d small girl.
I want Shafa d loud girl.
I miss Supervisor!

wooloolooolooooo~

excuse the title, I'm clueless.

YESTERDAYYY...

Had lunch at Little Italy and ate ice cream.
Went to Vedablu Warisan and met up with my dearrrest best friends that I have not met in a loooong time and had a lil bit of ice cream again...cause I couldn't help it.
Searched the whole of CP for shoes!! Did not manage to get any. Tsk. Got earrings and card though :)
Sat at Big Apple donuts and hung out, and in the end did not buy any.
I went home happy. Yay.

Thanks Pika & Shafa for the day. It's been AGES since we've went out just the 3 of us. And I had fun! Whee! Haha. You people made my holiday extra memorable :)

Going back to KL tomorrow... Not really looking forward.

I can tell you I'm not that excited. Another semester to go through, months and months of nonsense and teda-tedaness, more drama, more kegeraman and more patience needed! Damn it, I'm getting scared to go back.

Yet, I can't wait to go back, I can't wait to quickly end it all. Another year...just one more year.

MYgoodness can you imagine ANOTHER YEAR of all that? I have never wanted a year to end so quickly. And 2009 isn't even here yet.

Dear 2009,

Please be gentle and kind to me, and help me be happier with myself. I hope you bring me many many adventures and stories to tell. Okay, even if you're not gentle to me, I'll appreciate the sadness and anger you'll bring. Guide me to success and lessons that lead to it. Bring my family closer together, bring my friends and I closer together, bring me closer to Him and help me live life fully. Open up opportunities and point me to chances that are there.

Teach me, love me, 2009.

Oh gosh, 2009 is almost here.

my 2008 summarized in pix.
pix credit to me. Cheh. haha.

XOXO,
Nazie.

Sigh...

I pity you dear soul,
You're not where you're supposed to be...
Neither here nor there,
Torn...Uncertain.

I pity you dear soul,
Deprived...
All things yours -- taken.
Gone.

I pity you dear soul,
You'll never know,
Who. What. How.
Thrown away to emptiness.
You're lost.

Who's to help you?
Who's to bring you home?

I am sad for you dear soul. I only wished you knew.

Bimbo might just have a bit of 'dog' in her...


To those who don't already know, my cat's name is BIMBO. She is pretty, but stupid, hence the name. I only used my phone's camera. I tell you if I had a DSLR, my subject would be Bimbo in the evenings. Haha, Bimbo my meow meow. The silly cat won't even chase chickens! Batu mau pula.

I'm going to miss the comforts of home really soon. The delicious free food. YUM. Nice bed to guling-guling on. The joy of TV and Fridge. My Tg Aru breeze. All saying goodbye to me. Tsk...

I cannot wait till Muallaf shows in Malaysia. Lucky S'pore got to watch it first. Deswai la, cetak rompak egen! Hish. I'm certain though, that this film will have so many cuts before it's shown here.

At work one fine day, as I was tracing Cinderella's face, I laughed to myself. Thank goodness noone saw. Why? I remembered the story about "Buang Air" from my Xanga :

so reg n i crossed the road after her sis dropped us off at cp (thanks for pickin me up btw). den reggie's pink popteen(was it?) bag was full wit chocos towel baju n stuff. n had dis one bottle filled wit water. so then we walked into cp den reg sed...

"i need to throw away the water in my bottle. it's too heavy"

so i sed...

"we go toilet and throw la...eh...but have to pay 20sen o..."

"ee im not payin 20sen just to do dat!" reg sed

den i sed "u tell la the aunty yg jaga d tandas..say 'aunty...boleh saya buang air?'"

den we stopped walking n in my head at the moment i went that sounds wrong then me and reg laughed den i sed to reg "hahahahaha! okay no, u say 'aunty..boleh saya buang air dalam botol?'"

den we look at each other agen n laugh berabis!! LOL!! so stupid! den finally we decided to walk back out n gv the tumbuhans a drink. sengaja o kan bold+underline those words. so dat u ppl pay attention ba. hahaha!!! bodoh o dat! if i mandi2 or do anythin n think about wat i sed, i will laugh..i type2 that just now oso i laugh. i like d buang air dlm botol part. ahhahhaahah! u ppl readin laugh or not? hairan me if u dont laugh!

Also from xanga...

okay, two random things. haha. so many things tia jadi on my holiday dis. the bons didnt even bekumpul. didnt even go to dinner. didnt have the sleepover. didnt have the barbecue. didnt send Ain's gift on time. didnt go to a far away beach. tsk. never mind. i guess there'll be other times. dui.

Why? Hmm.


Good night and Merry Christmas!

xoxo,
Naz.

tagged!

continutation of camp stories when I get back home. :P

three name that friends call you
[1] BANZ
[2] Naz
[3]Hana

three most important date in your life
[1] May 12th
[2] err
[3] hmm...

three things you've done in the last 33 minutes
[1] watched House
[2] ate maggi (tsk kesiaaann)
[3] smsed

three ways to be happy
[1] LAUGH
[2] dance your sadness away~
[3] eat it off! haha

three of your favourite songs as of now
[1] Teenage Love Affair - A Keys
[2] So Many Times - Gadjo
[3] Genie 2.0 - Christina Aguilera

three of your favourite hobby
[1] eat eat eat eat eat eat
[2] blog :D
[3] watch tv!

three places you want to go for vacation
[1] i wanna go to Bali
[2] i wanna go to Spain
[3] i wanna go to DUBAI

three favourite cartoon/anime characters
[1] Bloo from Foster's Home
[2] DOES BOLT COUNT??
[3] DOES RHINO COUNT???

three malls you usually go to
[1] One Utama. Doi.
[2] Curve (Tesco...Haha)
[3] Times Sq? haha!

three favourite drinks
[1] Water. Itz Gooooood
[2] 7up
[3] Kitchai PING! haha

three things found in your bag (right now ka?)
[1] receipts
[2] mirror
[3] lip balm

three favourite colors
[1] all the
[2] colours in the
[3] world!

three hang outs (as in with whom?)
[1] BONS
[2] familiii~
[3] dancing ppl! hehe.

three foods you love so much
[1] SUSHI
[2] PHOP
[3] triple play? Heehee.

three things special to you
[1] my phone.
[2] my laptop, my dear technological friend
[3] my food?

top three atitudes you like
[1] funny
[2] fun
[3] sincerity

three things you will be doing tomorrow
[1] get on the train
[2] get on the plane
[3] going home!!

three reasons you answer this survey
[1] because i was tagged?
[2] because I want to
[3] because I know you want me to. Haha.

three people that you tagged
[1] reggie. do it. DO IT. Doing, doing...
[2] rianah!
[3] noury!



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Now playing: neyo - closer
via FoxyTunes

I was at KL Sentral the other night, on the way back from a ujan ujan-mau-juga-jalan trip to times square waiting for the bus (that btw, never showed up) when I saw many blind people - guided and unguided - crossing the road. Walking their way back. Then a thought came to me...

How do they know they're already where they're supposed to be?

I mean...think about it. Kalau they're all alone in this world, how on earth can they be certain that they're already home? Yeah, people might help and all, but...how do they really know? Hmm.

I watched Bolt yesterday.

AND I ENJOYED IT! HAHA. Bolt was soooo cute and Rhino the hamster was ust the funniest thing in the world. Though it felt a bit like it was hina-ing cats at one point (HAHA), I still enjoyed it! Will definitely watch it another time!

Rhino the Hamster, Bolt the Dog, Mittens the Cat


i think this was when Mittens was teaching Bolt how to beg. HAHA!


Rhino the "Magic Box" addict.

I have got to start packing!

See you soon KK!!

XOXO,
Naz.

Black Hawk Down (And Other Stories) Vol. 2

Part 1.5 continued.

Mel sticking out the Velcro windows. See! Got air-con!

now where was I?

oh yeah, ice breaking time!

So we went over to the Playground Area (the place to do all the activities. not playground Playground.) to start our ice breaking. We had a few very fun games, namely the Power Charge ( i think), then there was Bang Bang, then there was Warp Speed. All of which was sooooo funny! Haha.

I find it hard to verbally explain Power Charge. Cause like...susah. Anyway, I'll try. This game, requires us to like...bend our knees a lil. Like half-way to do a squat? then your hands with your fingers pointing front then you say "JUJUJUJUJUUJU" as fast as u can. Are you doing it? Or imagining it at least? Haha. When you're in this position and going "JUJUJUJU", you're charging. Kay so the game goes like this, a person will be in the middle of the circle, and everyone else in the circle just stands and waits till your name is being called or the person on the left or right of you gets called. Then when the person's name is called, he has to charge himself then the person to the left and the right of him charges him as well. Then the person yang mencharge diri tadi tu kan after he completes charging, he'll say any other person's name la anywhere around the circle. Whoever yang lambat kena calit muka with face paint! hahaha. When ada orang yang kena more than 3 times, EVERYONE gets to put one line on the person's face yang kalah!

She got calit-ed! By 30 people!

Did you understand? Haha. So in one way or another, we began to know everyone else's name. There were man Chinese students during the camp so after introducing ourselves we found it hard to remember this one particular side of a circle where most of the chinese guys were. Zainul joed around and just before Imara introduced herself Zainul went (in a typical Chinese accent - no offence.) "This is IMALA" then everyone just BURST into laughter. He was with his calm face and his curly big hair as if nothing had happened. Haha.

Zainul among the girls. Zainul's the one in the white shirt, in case you can't spot the man. Just kidding Zai ;)

Warp Speed is about figuring out how to pass the ball within your group mates in the fastest way possible. We did about 1+ second. The other team less than a second! How? Go figure :D

Bang Bang was a bit similar to Power Charge, except that when a person's name gets called, he immediately squats and the person to his left and right has to say the person on the opposite's name. Wait...am I getting this right?

Yang dicalit... Me-Imara-Mel

Anyway, in that game i got one face paint stripe cause I simply stumbled when I was about to say Mel's name. Then I got Mel back! Heeheee :D sorry Mel!

So then after that, we headed on to ROCK CLIMBING! It was gonna be the first time I've ever gone rock climbing and I was pretty excited. There were 3 walls to climb, and each wall had points. There was a 50 wall, the 100 wall, and the 200 wall, the level of difficulty increases with the score.

Nazie, Saqina, Mel, Imara, Nad


Joe and trainer Ajip.


Helmets! Safety first.

With many people lining up to do the 50 wall, lil me went up to do the 100! without even attempting the 50. Despite it being the 1st time i ever rock climbed, for the team, I went anyway.

The 50 Wall.


The 100 Wall...Part of it. Ajip climbing. He's fast!


the remaining of the 100 Wall. Ajip's there!


Saqina (in red) on the 200 wall and Ka Mun (in white) on the 100 wall.


Saqina's at the top!


it's really high.

And God, it was tiring. And REALLY high. But I made it! With the help of friends that told me where to put my feet la of course. After that all my energy was drained, I actually had a difficult time climbing up the 50 wall because of my short legs. Then again, thanks to my anchor and trainers, they lifted me up. Haha. I kinda wished I just tried climbing the 200. Oh well.

By sundown everyone was tired and was somewhat entertained by the "Korean Drama" that was going on.

So after that there was dinner. Then we lepak-ed bawah dorm. Then we went to sleeeeeep. ZzZZzzzZZ.

End of part 1! :D

That took me a while. Haha.

Things are hmm, prolly getting better now i suppose? Moving out of our beloved house early January. But rent will be 50 bucks higher - RM12.50 more for each. There goes 2 days of lunch money!

I was watching a video of JT (yes, JT, again) on youtube. Summer Love live. That performance was extremely hot. So very hot. Terlalu hot. He's just so sexy. I tell you, if ever he has a concert in Malaysia, I would go. No money after that pun never mind. How can you not? It's Justin!

Which reminds me, I want to make a new passport.

Mana la tau Justin goes to Singapore instead *winks* Haha.

Come dance with me baby! Dance till we go keraayyyzehh!
xoxo,
Naz.

oh my...

call me a sap, but I'm such a drooler over JT, and his intensity in this clip is sooooo freaking HOT.

SIZZLING~! TSSSSS~~~

Black Hawk Down (And other stories) Vol. 1.

Segi Leadership Camp Day 1.

It was gruelling trying to get up on Monday, November 24th. But! I was excited as well, and I got up and sempat lagi watch Friends. Haha. Anywho, thanks to my best friend I had a good breakfast, fried egg and bread. So, as we thought we were late, I didn't get to stop by 7-E to beli some munchies. Tetapi aduhai, sebenarnya banyak lagi masa. Sebab bus didn't leave on time...cis. Lepas itu kan, Mel berabis ba ingat dia ni lupa bawa phone, and was like marah-ing Bedut to bring it from home (Bedut couldn't find it!). Adeh, phone dia dalam bag pulaaa. Haha.

Okay, anyway, Mel and I were sleepy, we didn't get much sleep the night before that. Me watching tv til 3am. We tried so hard to sleep, Mel eventually got some shut eye, I had got only a total of like...20mins? Joe wouldn't stop with the "are we there yet?" and Imara+Joe+Aiman were singing happily while strumming the guitar. And the bus ride was bumpy.

somewhere along the way, this beautiful view caught my eye. If only I had a better camera.

Imara and Joe with the guitar. Mel ZzZ-ing.

Plus as I was enjoying the view that was new to me, i had my worry on my bag that was stored above. Apa ba you panggil that thing...you know, the overhead cabin thingy. Itukah nama? Anyway, yea, it was about to fall, cause the lame cover of the thingy like...loose bah. So everytime there was a bump or a sharp turn the cover would open...

like this... See that green thing? That's my bag.

La di da di da, TADA we arrived. At first it was like, heh? Cause we were entering a place called "Nusa Dusun something something..." And in my heart I went "are we there now?"

And it was as if I was going through a farm? Got pokok nangka and the nangkas were hanging. And then got black and white HEALTHY cow! Straight away, I thought of Reg. HAHA.

Finally, we arrived. The place was called 'Activ8'. It looked like "HEH?! INI LA?!"

the curly hair belongs to a guy named Zainul

See the red rumah-like thingies? That was the "tent". It had air-conditioning. Ours was those green ones there far in the pic. Inside, it looked like...

this!

So after a short breifing, and were divided into groups, we went to our tempat tinggal for the camp, and just as we (Saqina & I - we were separated from Mel they all) were about to unpack, we realised there were pencerobohs! From the other team! So we decided to be pencerobohs as well to Mega Hawks' (the other team) dorm. Heehee :D

So i think after unpacking we went forrr lunch, was it? Then! It was ice-breaking time!

to be continued.

There'll be SLC Day 1 part 1.5 soon enough. Tomorrow perhaps.

I've got other things on my mind now. Like... WHERE AM I GONNA STAY?! Oh, the owner of our house here in KD wants the apartment back by the 20th of Dec. THIS YEAR. Fish you. Gila betul! Mana mau cari rumah on such short notice? And people are going off to hometown suda sepa mau pack?! You mau tolong?? EEEE! Gila youuuu! I hope you don't read blogs.

That's one thing.

I keep thinking about the past, where I should've just ended it there and then. Stop it when I had the chance. It will just hurt too much now to let it go. Why is that no matter how much I want to, I just can't.

"you give me something that I just can't deny, something that's so real..."

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Now playing: Alicia Keys - Butterflyz
via FoxyTunes

I'm not on drugs okay. Haha.

There goes another.

I shouldn't have did the things I had decided to do. But was I meant to know? Was it just His way of showing me? Why haven't I learned. I knew it was gonna mean that I'd know certain things that maybe, just maybe, was better left unknown? The truth hurts, yes? But I suppose in the long run I could benefit from it? Yes. I can. But...how?


MY goodness ini fonts kan! Sorry ah, lain-lain size. Haha!

Oh what would I do to watch Alicia Keys perform live. I missed 2 chances to watch John Legend (OH the PAIN of remembering that fateful day). I'm not telling that story again, it's all left in my Xanga.

I got my pay like...yesterday. So I was really undecided. I know I should save it and all. I had Baskin's yesterday. And today I donated to charity. I have very strong temptation to spend it on clothes and shoes, but I won't... YET. Teehee.

Btw, I got tagged, for the 1st time, in blogger!

1) Do u think you're hot?

i'd like to think so. CHEH. doi. Whatever people. haha.

2) Upload your favourite picture of you!


3) Why do you like that picture?

because i turned 19 on that day, and I realised it's my last -teen year. So i'm liking this photo as long as i can. IM OLLLLLDDDDDDDDD *sobs*

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?

errr...2 or maybe 3 weeks ago

5) The last song you listened to?

just dance - lady gaga

6) What are you doing now beside this?

watch movie. johnny english suda siap dload!

7) What name would you prefer besides yours?

princess consuela banana hammock. HAHA. nooo, kidding.

People i tag :
1. Reggie @ Xanga
2. Cammie@ Xanga
3. Rianaaaahh
4. JANNNEEE
5. cant think of another.


8) Who is number 1?

my best friend!

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?

her biey la...sepa lagi. kan?

10) Say something about number 5?

inda kanal eh.

11) How about number 4?

she was born on may 12th! just like meee~

12) Who is number 2?
number 2 is orang yang suda ada nikon d60. hmph

And that, is the end of today's post.


xoxo
Naz

Secondly...

Thanks Tiff-tiff for lending me Twilight. I thought I might as well read it if everyone's saying it's good!

Went to work today, and ALAMAK the birthday party was such a mess (it costed almost RM800, for a birthday, and just to do craft. PLUS you have to get your own food and cake. All we do is provide the craft & the learning process & the venue. Crazy, no?). Extra kids suddenly just started coming in LATE. And parents were all around. Like...adoi! Pening oh! And very messy. And not to mention extremely tiring.

I'm going to camp tomorrow yay!

Wanna see what I'm sitting in opposite of?

Theobroma's chocolate lounge. Been wanting to go there.

Sale is coming soon! Tapi money teda. Nah macam mana la?

Oh oh, the camp I'll be going to is...

okay it's small. SLC -SEGi Leadership Centre

Will be sure to post pix.

I have to go now!


xoxo
Naz.

God said "RUN"

Okay, so I moved.

For one thing, xanga takes an awful lot of time to load. With the speed I get, I can't always wait, can I? Looking at how many people I know are using blogger, I decided to change. HAHA. I've been thinking about it for quite some time now.

Reggie, don't get mad at me! I do actually find blogger easier. And somewhat funner.

God said "RUN"? yeah, He totally gave me a chance to run the other day. We were on our way home from The Curve, when one of us decided 'Let's walk to Pelangi while we discuss the future...'. Discuss the future we did. Haha. We decided to walk to Pelangi, cause usually the bus empties out there. Then la di da di da we were walking when one of us said "Is that a bus?" then ZOOM a bus went passing us by. We thought, ah well, it's a rapid bus (meaning it'll cost RM2. We wanted to take a Metro bus), let it pass. So we walked and walked then soon after, a metro passed! then following right behind it, another rapid. I instantly went SHIT, cause the buses weren't even full!

But, the gleaming red traffic light gave us a chance, and it stopped both the metro and the 2nd rapid. At first I was really relaxed, and just walked, I didn't really care whether or not I got to ride on the bus. But something in me made me run. So ran I did. I ran, and ran and ran and ran, hoping so much that I would get to the bus on time. Oh, did God really give me the chance to run. As I was getting closer and closer to the bus, guess what....It just drove off. One lady did try to press the bell to help stop the bus, but didn't manage. Thanks anyway lady.

So probably you'd think it didn't teach me anything? Haha. It did.

1. Just stick to where you are to wait the bus.
2. You can talk about the future in the bus; and most importantly...
3. GRAB the opportunity when it's right in front of you. Opportunities don't come easy.

See, I should've ran from the moment I saw the bus stop. I should've taken the chance.

I just can't wait to go back home to KK.

I think this post is a better one compared to my xanga's first post! Haha. Alritey, will be updating really soon.

this is actually at Karambunai. Looks like a pic for a calendar, no?

xoxo
Naz.