Letter to a Superstar

Dear Beyonce a.k.a Sasha Fierce a.k.a pengancel concert,

Oh, we are so disappointed that you decided to postpone (more like cancel) your concert in KL for the 2nd time. Why?
Is it because of the protests? Well I protest the protest and protesters because its plain ridiculous. Might as well protest TV and Internet. And oh don't forget to protest sexy clothes.
Are you afraid for your safety? Sigh, I understand it must be hard for you to go to an Asian country that (for the past months) have had natural disasters and bombings bla bla bla. But Malaysia teda bah (doesn't have those). At least I think we don't. You don't have to stay long if you're that scared, fly in for the concert the same day and fly out the same night for all we care.
Would've been great to see you rock out that night. But OH WELL.

Love,
Naz.

Searching

I have delayed long enough the uploading of many many pictures to Facebook. Nanti lah.

Ui, hari tu we (Ally Zetty Aeti Nadia and I) went all the way to Sime Darby's Planters' Haven at Nilai. Yang tempat yang dekat sama Ally punya kampung. Memang dekat sangat. Should've went beraya tapi no one was home :(

Anywho, so itulah yet another adventure for us going all the way there for not suka-suka, but for Copywriting assignment. Memang sangat fresh la udara sana, apa inda, pokok hutan daun maun meng-surround you. It was really impressive except for the Dock of Death, that Nadia nearly jatuh from walking on the mushroomy thing.

Planters' Haven punya rumah-rumah kan, makes you wanna have one of your own. Tapi price dia whoooooooiiii~ Dunno bila la baru boleh bayar habis that. But really nice la. Sempat again we all play tapuk-tapuk at one of the showhouse (showroom?). Kebudak-budakan, I know, tapi berla ba! Siuk ba. Bukan selalu kan kan kaaan?

Have yet to see the outcome of it. But I'm sure it'll turn out grrrreeat! Haha.

Next-next week is my exam! Final exam of my diploma! Wah! I'm excited! Very looking forward to the coming challenges. But...I'm so unprepared.

Okay sidetrack! I've been thinking a lot in the shower lately - as Reggie used to say, the shower is the best place to think - and you know what (say: what?)

We're all the same

Well not maybe totally one hundred percently the same la, but ya, we are. Think about it. You say you don't like people talking bad about you, but I'm pretty sure a lot of us do the same, no? You say you don't like two-faced people, but there must be a time in your life when you did it any other way.

We're all the same. You, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, youyouyouyouuuuuuu, me. Sama only ba we all. Cuba you fikir. Fikir betul-betul.

I'll admit. I've said bad things about people I know. Told stories. But so have you. And you. And you. See? Sama ja ba :)

So...we're all even. But tiapa bah. We're also the same in a sense that we learn to forget. And eventually (and hopefully) forgive.

Astaga Pika, Shafa, remember ka the time when we were in...form 2 I think? When the new Pepsi Blue just came out. Sebab mau try it sangat, we came early to school when we were actually in the afternoon session. And walked to Karamunsing. Karamunsing isn't as near as walking from rumah Tg. Aru to Pekan Tg. Aru okay! Sanggup ba duduk di tepi tepi tunggu kedai buka. Hping that every person that passed by had the keys to the shop. We saw this guy carrying it in his hand and drinking it as he was exiting one kedai. Then we excited la to go in and see...

Sia-sia perjalanan, Pepsi Blue tiada. "Belum sampai," itu aunty bilang.

That was 6 years ago. Sigh, how time flies.

p/s: I miss you. So terribly.

Garrhh

:(
I miss blogging but I truly truly don't have the time.
...But I probably can spare 10 minutes here right?

I miss raya food.


October 25th, I'm waiting for youuuuuu! *excited*

Okay back to doing my assignment ;) babai!

Bye bye birdie

Always wishing that my stay at home wouldn't end so quickly. It PAINS me to leave.

My Syawal lesson: Love, accept, forgive

To semua semua, I had fun. Can't wait for December!

Oh and --

I WANT TO GO!

Muchachos mamasitas nachos jalapenos~! Alright! :)

This is to you.

I know you know its you :)

Thanks. Here's to the better days that we had.

May have been a two-faced bitch to you, but I miss you already. You have no idea.

Today should be a good day

Because today's date is so pretty! 09.09.09! If I were back home we'd already be having a family picture. (which by the way has not happened since I came here)

But it was not a good day.

I got sick again after I just got better a week ago. I am convinced its cause I didnt drink enough water. Had really bad fever yesterday, this morning I didnt get any better. Woke up sweaty but still very feverish. Then went to the doctor in the afternoon - that cost me 50 bucks. Got a terrible headache and wanted to puke the whole journey.

But then I think I'm feeling better now. At least much better then this morning.

Well anyway...this is very much delayed, but this is for Reggie! My dear girl I told you once I'll tell you again, that even though you didn't get it, you did so good that night. :) And I'll tell you that no one can scream like a convent girl so even Ain and I were enough to cheer you on. Jason definitely helped haha!

Today while sick a stream of thoughts just came into my head, and I just do not know why. Started asking about people whom I have no interest about. Suddenly just-so-randomly teringat the past which I particularly hate, because I teringat about this psycho b*tch. Psycho. Sheesh.

10/09/09

Never got done with the post, I dozed off.

Ta-Da! Finally a new look for my blog. Nothing much, but I like it.

My last semester has started, I missed my first two classes yesterday cause I was sick. And so my final semester has brought me two potential enemies - Copywriting and Electronic Publishing.

Initially, people may think that taking Mass Communication is for people who 'don't know what to do'. Yeah well I'll tell you frankly, that was exactly what I had in mind when I signed up for the course. I didn't know what to do. My mind was firmly set on Early Childhood Education - think about it, there'll always be a need for that. But I don't know why at the very last minute just before I had to send it to the post office I wrote down "Diploma in Mass Communications". Without my parents knowing.

It took me a good 6 months to decide on it.

Here I am now, I despised the beginning, I'm enjoying the journey, and loving the ending. I guess there was a reason why I did that change. It's probably one of the hardest jobs to grasp with in KK. You don't necessarily get the greatest pay. It's not the usual doctor-lawyer-teacher thing (I wanted to be those back in the day). I'm still trying to figure out why, though. But I do believe that there was a reason. And surely it'll be shown in times to come.

I haven't had my mind set on what I should major in. I haven't taken IELTS. I haven't started looking for places to do my internship.

There's just so many things on my mind!

I was doing the laundry a few hours ago, and then I don't know why I suddenly teringat about our little dance performance that we did when we were in form 1. Or was it form 2. I can't recall. Alaa, you know the one we did with "Stronger" and the chair thing for speech day. Correct me if I'm wrong, was it me, Reggie, Pika, Dai, Gail, and Marichelle? It was crappy how we weren't allowed to wear jeans. Bodoh o that rule. We had to wear stupid slacks with stupid white shirts and necktie. Hahaha! And the make-up was horrid. Hair was horrid too, we had braids all over! What shoes did we wear? Were we barefoot?

Oh and remember how we were already on stage and the curtains were already open, the music started then suddenly electricity went off? We automatically froze. Like we knew it was gonna happen.

Gosh. Those were the days. Nothing like 'em.

20 days into Ramadhan, and I cannot wait for Eid! Already in the mood for rendang! I'm coming home next week!

Eh, mari buat open house? ;)

Stupid SBWS.

The Internet - It does wonderous things.

The Internet.

Allows you to connect with your friends. Rekindle relationships. Find love. Strengthen love.

Allows you to complete work. Do your research. Learn new things. Heck you can find out almost about anything online.

Allows you to find places. Maps. Directions.

Allows you to plagiarize (which btw is illegal so jangan buat, ya? :p )

Allows you to download stuff. Files. Programs. Photos. Movies. Songs.

Allows you to upload stuff. Files. Programs. Photos. Movies. Songs.

Allows you to shop. Dresses. Shirts. Shoes. Food. Books. CDs. Tickets.

Allows you to gossip and find gossip.

Allows you to learn secrets about others.

Isn't the Internet marvelous?

Hmm.

Okay. So lately I banyak berfikir to myself, I've had plenty alone time. Banyak mau difikir. And banyak yang tiba-tiba terfikir. Sebab banyak juga yang bikin me berfikir.

*How to get to JPJ

*How and where to get food and eat it on Friday

*How to manage money for September.

*How my baju raya looks like

*What shoes to get for raya

*Imaginary trips

*Why dia begitu. Always bikin sesak otak ni fikiran. Semak. Menyemak!

*How not to think why dia begitu

*What to eat for sungkai and sahur

*When I get my pay

*What to expect next semester and how to go about it

*What to do after all this

*Where and how to go after all this. Wah!

*What it'll be like in the next four months.

So many many other things.

Pick one: Bag / Pants / 2 pairs of shoes

help, please? :)

5 hari sudah berpuasa! And it's all good.

No matter how you try to hide it, it will show.

Nazie.