Revival

Arrrguh!

To say hello in Pirate:

Pirate — arrrguh (pronounced are-g-uh with emphasis on the are, usually with rolled r) Ahoy Matey (pronounced Ah-hoi mate-ey, is usually to another crew member)

The month of April was do or die.

Yes sure, April started off with a two week Easter break - which I was pretty sure He almost didn't want me to go anywhere. But that's another story.

My first few days in April was filled with baju formal shopping. Twas raining and cold! But I came back a happy girl with pretty stuff heeee. Then the two days after that was spent on attending interview sessions for the UKEC career fair at UCL grounds in London. I was a little late sebab I sesat-ed! One of the students yang was part of the urusing team told me to go to another building when in fact it was in a whole other building. Luckily I wasn't totally late and was not the latest.

The interview process was really interesting and definitely nerve-wrecking. Definitely. On the second day of the interview at Hyatt Regency in London, I treated myself with Primark. Of course la kan. A trip to London is never complete without going into Primark whether or not you buy things.

Next agenda during Easter Break was a short holiday with Cammie dearest.

We wanted to go out of the country, angan-angan Germany la. Greece la. That didn't go well.
Decided Paris. Disneyland! Also, didn't go well.
Wanted to go Harry Potter studios at Watford. Tickets were sold out till May.
Wanted to go to Stonehenge. No.
Wanted to do a theme park trip. Legoland-Thorpe Park-Alton Towers.

Ended up with only going to Alton Towers.

See why I say God didn't want me to go anywhere?

Anyway,

Spring was supposed to look like this:

We've had that for like. One week. Which was towards the end of March. Since then weather really has been gloomy and wet. Like this...

photo from accuweather.com

And it was even snowing+raining at one point of time!
England weather, why you fail me.

That certainly didn't stop Cammie, KiKi and me from going to Alton!

We stayed over at KiKi's for the night, asked KiKi all sorts of questions about tulangs and muscles and I got so fascinated by the Physiotherapy handbook!

Then, Cammie came over to Hatfield! And then the next day she balik and then it was work from then on for me.

The next two weeks proved to be terribly taxing. Between April 16th till April 29th, I had six assignments to complete. With my final project out of the way, the next biggest obstacle was to complete the Mass Comms Promotional website for UH. That one was my final assignment to submit, which was on a Sunday, April 29th.

The rainy weather was a friend and foe. It prevented me from going out to get food, but it also made me really sleepy which was such a challenge. Kesian, tidur tidak menentu bah during those two weeks. I just kept telling myself that it was the two final weeks of my life as an undergraduate.

It only hit me a few days ago, that it is really over. I am done with my degree. After almost 21 years of education, I am done with my degree.

Now that it's my month of May, all I've done was sleep, eat, watch TV, and pack. I am excited for Mum to come! Which is in 11 days!

Next step?

I don't know. A steady job for a few years. Then a Masters probably? Tingu lah. As Mummy would say, "Kalau masa dan duit mengizinkan, insya-Allah, buli baituuu"

I've already have a list of things I want to eat once I get back. Leaving UK will be bittersweet, but there is absolutely nothing like home sweet home.

"RAWR!" said Dino.

Happy month of May! My 23rd Birthday is in 6 days!

With love,
Nazie and Dino.

Take me to all those places I've never been, okay?


Rambut sudah panjang. Balik nanti mesti mau trim!

Intentions

Interesting how the brain works. The way it controls your actions and feelings. How you manage to do one thing when you're really thinking of another.

What's even more interesting is how your brain is the best at making things bigger than it may seem.

Or how your brain lets the heart take control.


Still asking the same question. Why did You build me this way?

There is a Learning Curve to This

Why did You build me this way.

I'm just trying to understand myself. Maybe when I understand how and why I am the way I am, I am able to understand others better.

What am I doing wrong? I think I am trying. I think I'm making progress.

Ah okay. But how much progress?

I was convinced that I was the greatest. Apparently, not so much.




I really don't want to go back there. 


And I won't. I just needed to let all of this out.

It'll get better.

Spam Mail

WTF.

Transitions

I always feel like I have a lot to say. But once I open this page I go *blank*





Okay.
Forget about it.

Out of My Mind

I am so bored.

So bored to the tahap that I am not even hungry. That is how BORED I am.

Today we were puzzled by trying to figure out what exactly is "presentation" in Malay.

1. Presentasi?!
2. Persembahan
3. Pembentangan

We decided pembentangan sounded most logical.
So what is "progression"?

I've got tonnes of work to settle by end of March, can I handle it? Yes I can. I can I can. I can ba tu, I can. Don't tell me to get some work done, because believe you me, I actually did some work done today. Today was a productive day. Sorted out my laundry to do tomorrow, still contemplating on whether or not to go to Asda tomorrow or Monday, got a proper checklist done on things to do for the NMP Project, and actually very excited to get the magazine produced!

But at the same time nervous, of course.

I'm not as worried for the final project, as I am with producing the website. Or the press kit. Or the storyboard. Hogosh.

Can I manage?


I'll manage.
I have to.

Say "Hi!" to Dino! <3

 Happy weekend peeps!


Ee, peeps. Haha!

Okay bye!

Light At The End of The Tunnel

If you really knew me
You probably won't like me.

I suppress what I feel I should
Because if I don't, I really think you'd walk away.
I guess everybody does that.
We're all part evil, aren't we.

I'm not that nice. As much as I'd like to think I am. I'm really not.


It takes a great deal of power to be able to keep all the negative energy inside.
If I let it out, haha. Habis lah.


You roar, and have sharp teeth....

...But I have the horns.


Give and take, you know?






Walking patiently to the light at the end of the tunnel. Walk with me, please?