Caution: Long post probably ahead.

After so long, we finally met up. Though not like it used to be, it was really really really great to finally gather and eat and talk just like we used to.

Picked Thara up then picked Ain up pause for awhile at Ain's place to be pretty then drove to Reggie's! I used to live within their area Luyang-Penampang, and Thara was the one yang jauh-er cause she was like...dekat school. You imagine Reggie used to WALK to my place when she was younger (in primary school). Now I'm jauh-est!

But believe you me, it's always worth the drive.

Always.

You know why? I'll tell you why. With them it's never awkward. Though silent there'll be no weird stares. If there were any we'd laugh about it.

It's easy to talk and just let it out. Though sometimes some things are just better left unsaid. Ha-ha.

They don't mind taking pictures haha! They also know when to help take pictures (without any of us asking!

Service was slow, we had to ask many times for pisau garpu and sudu, and our lamb chop and grilled chicken didn't appear even when the 2 salads and pizza were already habis n menghadam dalam perut!

So we got some stuff cleared, finally resolved, and understood. Wish none of it had happen tapi macam mana juga kan. Sudah happen. But its good we got talking, and the rest of the night went on smoothly. Kind of.

So talk talk talk and more talk then more laughs then

Thara gave us a gift each! So cute lagi tu it had bags. At first she was like "Okay, can I give you guys your bags now?"

I thought she was gonna give us handbags!

I got necklace, Reggie earrings and Ain hairclip. All nice. Very nice.

Then I asked whether a certain someone was kurus already or not then Reggie burst out laughing then said "Ha?! JOKE OF THE DAY" when I was sincerely asked whether that person has lost weight. But I really thought she did! Or would!

The rest of the night went to more luahan perasaan and more stories that all of us could learn from, and should learn from.

And also news that got me excited! And Thara too! And Ain scared. And Reg to think about.

Why am I being so...weird?

Anyhow, Tuesday:

1. Reg goes to send car to Kolombong

2. Ain goes to pick up Thara then pick up Reg from Kolombong then pick me up then head for breakfast (must Soto cause Ain want haha) at Sri Dewi, or;

2. Ain goes to pick Thara up then me then the 3 of us go for breakfast while Reg goes with her mum and we pick her up/meet her somewhere.

3. Go WILD before noon.

4. Lunch at TBC

5. Sing our hearts out at TBC

6. Dessert TBC. Warisan?

7. Beach...TBC

Nah itu seja lah plan untuk hari itu!

Since I'm home, some things I plan to do are:

At least have a purrrty sunset - but always hujan

Bake! :)

Find the time to bake

Find butterscotch

Find the time to find butterscotch

Barbekuuuu!

Take MUCH pictures (much instead of many cause I want it to be uncountable)

Enjoy fast broadband only with Streamyx (tak payah potong, buang masa)

Spend some quality time

Have a blast on New Year and eve

Finish those gifts

Melalaaaak with my melalak buddies

Go somewhere not so near, cause Ain wants to drive far-far.

Get Ain to drive cause Ain never drive us

Enjoy my bed and toilet

Kacau Izz

Go for Dimsum! Must.

Watch 2 must-watch movies

Watch Astro cause I don't have any when I return to KL

Kasi kawan mummy go jogging

Oh, eat of course

CUT MY HAIR. CUT MY HAIR. CUT MY HAIR.

I. Must. Cut. Hair.

The old habit is back! Uh-oh... Old habits die hard ;)

Oh noes, me 21 in five months. Oh no.

oh no...

Stuck in

...Senai Airport.

Which is in Johor. Bad enough we had to go to JB then to KL for 2 nights then back to JB to go back to beautiful Kota Kinabalu. WTF.

Will blog when I'm back in KK. Home sweet home, I'm coming!

Touched me, touching you

A lot of people know E. E. Cummings' poem I Carry Your Heart With Me. How I love the way love is expressed through that poem. The rhythm, the words... *cheh*

Anywho, I stumbled upon a poem by Pablo Neruda entitled "If You Forget Me"

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine

I'm such a sap, but it's nice, no? Yang sia pigi bold and put green tu I like la dat.

Finished reading Mitch Albom's Tuesdays With Morrie a couple-o-weeks ago. You try detaching your emotions, tell me how you do it.

I lufs him too! Sigh.

For Cammie!

My dearest dearest friend Cammie...

Happy birthday!!

May all your wishes come true,

And none of your days ever be blue,

No more one for ten years it's TWO,

Happy happy birthday to you!!

(I made that rhyme myself okay! Eppp! Copyright belongs to me! Hehehe)

I hope you had a Grrrrrrrrrreat time with your friends and family back home, and I MISS YOU! :'( Moga-moga the start of your TWENTIES bring you more joy and happiness, health, luck, patience, fun, time, money, food, dancing, laughter, not so much on the tears, adventures, flights back to KK as often as you like, picture taking, polaroid films, vintage cameras, nikon add-ons, food, jalan-jalan, friends, true friends, best friends, and most importantly,

LOVE!

Happy birthday again Cammie, may Allah shower you with His blessings :)

lovelovelovelovelooooove,

Hana!

Letter to a Superstar

Dear Beyonce a.k.a Sasha Fierce a.k.a pengancel concert,

Oh, we are so disappointed that you decided to postpone (more like cancel) your concert in KL for the 2nd time. Why?
Is it because of the protests? Well I protest the protest and protesters because its plain ridiculous. Might as well protest TV and Internet. And oh don't forget to protest sexy clothes.
Are you afraid for your safety? Sigh, I understand it must be hard for you to go to an Asian country that (for the past months) have had natural disasters and bombings bla bla bla. But Malaysia teda bah (doesn't have those). At least I think we don't. You don't have to stay long if you're that scared, fly in for the concert the same day and fly out the same night for all we care.
Would've been great to see you rock out that night. But OH WELL.

Love,
Naz.

Searching

I have delayed long enough the uploading of many many pictures to Facebook. Nanti lah.

Ui, hari tu we (Ally Zetty Aeti Nadia and I) went all the way to Sime Darby's Planters' Haven at Nilai. Yang tempat yang dekat sama Ally punya kampung. Memang dekat sangat. Should've went beraya tapi no one was home :(

Anywho, so itulah yet another adventure for us going all the way there for not suka-suka, but for Copywriting assignment. Memang sangat fresh la udara sana, apa inda, pokok hutan daun maun meng-surround you. It was really impressive except for the Dock of Death, that Nadia nearly jatuh from walking on the mushroomy thing.

Planters' Haven punya rumah-rumah kan, makes you wanna have one of your own. Tapi price dia whoooooooiiii~ Dunno bila la baru boleh bayar habis that. But really nice la. Sempat again we all play tapuk-tapuk at one of the showhouse (showroom?). Kebudak-budakan, I know, tapi berla ba! Siuk ba. Bukan selalu kan kan kaaan?

Have yet to see the outcome of it. But I'm sure it'll turn out grrrreeat! Haha.

Next-next week is my exam! Final exam of my diploma! Wah! I'm excited! Very looking forward to the coming challenges. But...I'm so unprepared.

Okay sidetrack! I've been thinking a lot in the shower lately - as Reggie used to say, the shower is the best place to think - and you know what (say: what?)

We're all the same

Well not maybe totally one hundred percently the same la, but ya, we are. Think about it. You say you don't like people talking bad about you, but I'm pretty sure a lot of us do the same, no? You say you don't like two-faced people, but there must be a time in your life when you did it any other way.

We're all the same. You, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, youyouyouyouuuuuuu, me. Sama only ba we all. Cuba you fikir. Fikir betul-betul.

I'll admit. I've said bad things about people I know. Told stories. But so have you. And you. And you. See? Sama ja ba :)

So...we're all even. But tiapa bah. We're also the same in a sense that we learn to forget. And eventually (and hopefully) forgive.

Astaga Pika, Shafa, remember ka the time when we were in...form 2 I think? When the new Pepsi Blue just came out. Sebab mau try it sangat, we came early to school when we were actually in the afternoon session. And walked to Karamunsing. Karamunsing isn't as near as walking from rumah Tg. Aru to Pekan Tg. Aru okay! Sanggup ba duduk di tepi tepi tunggu kedai buka. Hping that every person that passed by had the keys to the shop. We saw this guy carrying it in his hand and drinking it as he was exiting one kedai. Then we excited la to go in and see...

Sia-sia perjalanan, Pepsi Blue tiada. "Belum sampai," itu aunty bilang.

That was 6 years ago. Sigh, how time flies.

p/s: I miss you. So terribly.

Garrhh

:(
I miss blogging but I truly truly don't have the time.
...But I probably can spare 10 minutes here right?

I miss raya food.


October 25th, I'm waiting for youuuuuu! *excited*

Okay back to doing my assignment ;) babai!