Feel good

Sometimes, you just got to pick yourself up.

I want to pick myself up, so here's a (vain) list of 22 things why I am special. Twenty two cause well. You know. I'm 22 years old.


So if like. You're not into me puji-ing myself  or reading a long (but really interesting) post you can skip it :p

#1 I can eat like nobody's business, and its hard for me to gain weight. :] But I need to gain weight. Because I am unfortunately underweight. So sometimes it's difficult you know, when I eat and it does show, it shows in my face. Not like...go to places where I want it to go. But then again, I am glad I can eat and eat and eat and eat! I <3 to eat.

#2 I am small. Sure I find it hard to cari baju that's my size, BUT! You know. People think I'm young cause of my size. And I can run around the playground and pretend I'm 12. And up till I think I was 18, when I went to makan with family, I still got charged as CHILD. See? I help save money.

#3 I live near Tg. Aru beach. Okay la not la I special cause of this but I got umm. Extra. Like... You know? Have you seen the sunsets there?! Homaigoodness. To die for. So pretty. It's been such a long time since I've seen one. Don't believe la tu how cantik it is. Nah, cuba you see!

Rindunya.

#4 I THINK I can dance.  Well, for fun, not professionally. Although how I dream of being able to.......

 

 #5 I may be stubborn. But that just means I'm strong willed. Yeeaah. Give me some credit. I'm not stubborn ALL the live long day. Heh.

#6 I am daughter to parents whom may be so ARGHHH sometimes but they always have their reasons. And I'm the one daughter that cooks for the family. And the one daughter who took over making kuih Raya. And also pumpkin cake yang sedap. Which makes me extra extra extra special.

On the way back from Kudat Syawal 2011

#7 I found out that my birthday according to the Hijri calendar is on the 6th of Syawal. THEREFORE. My birthday is on the 6th day of raya, which is impossible for anyone to forget :D And, I am already 23. If use that calendar la. *secretly in denial*

#8 When I was younger, I entered a singing competition for Christmas organized by my computer class. (Yes, I went to computer classes. It was so much fun) And Abang Shaun yang jahat gila scared me made me cry right before I had to go up the stage. And well, you guessed it. I sang Que Sera Sera while nangis teresak-esak. "Que seraaa *sobsob* seraaaaa. Whatever will beeee *sobsob* will beeee". I remember practising it with Papa. Haha now that I think of it whyyy lah did I join. I got third place, by the way if you're wondering. Okay la so what la if it is hadiah kesian. The important thing is I did it anyway. :P

#9 Also, when I was younger, like my tadika Tunasari days, I was the rapper! Shit. Hahahaha. Rap as in betul betul rap okay? We were doing some turtle awareness thingy and we were like "SAVE THE TURTLE! SAVE THE TURTLE!" and I had my friends dancing (all of us dressed like turtles. Grey-ish shiny jumpsuits with a turtle shell on our backs. For real!). Then, my first line was "We are the children of Tunasari!" Oh God punya la trip haha! I guess when you grow older all your guts just hilang.

#10 I think I was an accidental baby. Hoho. But but buuutt. Mummy say, bila she pregnant with me, she say I am for "bikin main-main, kasi kawan" dia bilang. Nah. Memang betul pun. I am her lamb, everywhere she went I was sure to go. I'm loved. :]

#11 I managed to ditch bit by bit the habit of procrastinating! That is quite a feat! I used to think I function well under pressure, but perhaps I function even better with more time. 

#12 I am special because I have a Diploma before I go into my Degree, which gives me an edge kind of. You know. Like. Ya. It really does help. A lot.

#13 I was part of the 2004 SFC choir team who were National champs! Woohoo! The story was, I was only called on to join to be a backup/pelapis for pianist. Then. They tidak cukup orang? Haha. I know la I was like not first choice or anything, but still! It was a moment so proud. I love SFC. Like. My school spirit is so tinggi. Then after that win we got so many invites to perform sini sana. And plus free food. Ooooh. Hehe.

This was in The Star! There I am tuu di the paling left di depan. Oh wow.

#14 I made two really good speeches (at least that was what I was told) so far in my whole lifetime. One was during my secondary school graduation "pride and joy" and the other was during Abang Shaun and Kak Nurul's wedding dinner in 2008.

#15 I have/had two cats that I really loved and love me back (cheh kununnn) One, Bimbo. My blue-eyed silly beauty who would also minta my jagung. And two, Jojo Hamau Gaga The Cat. Who was and still is an excellent friend and teman and the nakalest and the silliest but has the cutest nose and pink cushion paws. Naaaw. 

Jojo & Bimbo :')

#16 I have gigi satu. You have? Don't have kan. Naah. Special la jadi dia. Let me show you definition of gigi satu. 

See the red arrow pointing to my gigi. That is my gigi satu. It makes me smile in two different ways depending what side my face is facing. But! I've learned to accept.

#17 I am Nanay (auntie) to these two boys! One monkey jumping on the bed and one yet to be known.... Izzarif a.k.a IZZY!! and Ryan Irfan a.k.a Baby Ryan! Okay I don't have Ryan's picture in my laptop. But you all know Izzy :D 

Can you feel his ke-jajal-an?

#18 When I turned 18, I spent my birthday with the Bons at Hyatt courtesy of Mummy dearest. I felt special cause my best friends went to all the trouble and made me a baju so pretty! Cuba you see...

See! The pretty butterfly!

#19 I am able to take criticism and am patient. Alamak perasannya. Hahaha! Betul la. Although I may be like ^*@(#D)*@^! in my heart, but I will accept what you say with open arms. Yes, I do realise things and though it takes A LOT for me to finally take action, but in the end I do it. I take that step to change what needs to be changed.

#20 I have the greatest friends anyone could ask for. Serious. We may not go on holidays together, or live nearby or meet all the time or so rich we buy gifts for each other. But I sure know that they mean so much to me! 

See me embracing my gigi satu. Eh. Heh. Love you all!

#21 I feel special because you make me feel special. And so the best penceria, tukang make silly lame jokes, selalu dowan to laugh at my jokes, pembully, tukang fix barang, teman makan, teman play monopoly (or any games for that fact) sampai gaduh, teman jalan-jalan, teman buat kerja bodoh, and segalanya yang happy in my life. ALLY my love! <3

The paling best day and best place with the best person. Mau go lagi. Rindunya.

#22 I am special cause just cause I am! God created me as one of a kind. He made me patient, a crybaby, silly, clumsy, pretty, hot. He gave me a good brain and a good heart. He gave me good health, great family, great friends. And I'm limited edition! No me, no more la sudah! Satu seja Hana Nazsulaeeqa Harun di dunia. :)

If you made it this far! Yay! Thanks heee heee! 

Kita semua special in our own silly little weird way. We just need to take a sec, pause and take it all in and say to ourselves "HOWAU! I'm so great." It's really okay you know to be perasan sekali sekala. We all do it, feel good doing it, so... why not, right?

Why are you special? :)

BYE!!

ps: I love you.

Ahh, salmon skin roll

From favourite episode of F.R.I.E.N.D.S: The One With the Unagi

Ada lagu favourite baru sekarang. Sebab lyrics dia bikin aww.

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfects what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
'Cause you know I'll say


When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are 

Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars

You don't think it's aww? Kay fine. Tia apa.

Oh and ta-da! LOVE. Kalau boleh mau beli satu kedai. Tapi, I'm not that tamak. I think? Hahaha. Tunggu la, nanti saya beli tu laptop punya apa tu... sleeve?

Yes, Hana begini la, anything colourful/berbunga/berbutterfly/cantik/cute I instantly tertarik. Macam budak kecil.

My lecturer calls my pencil case yang before this pretty one "The Doraemon Pencil Case" sebab semua benda ada dalam! Well almost everything. But this new one got a lot of space! Still can fit more pens, even though currently my pens banyak gila mau mati.

Alright.

So kunun banyak masa la lagi mau buat assignment? TIDAK! Damn. Keh, mari kita sama-sama kira aa berapa banyak assignments.

Kira jap.

Ada lah, around sepuluh? Very good, Naz, very good.

Hari ni punya post no motive. Saja only, since ada internet connection, not sleepy (NOT sleepy... :/), and mau show off pencil case baru. Hehe.

Oh oh! Jojo update: She macam besar. Like growing so quickly... Tadi dia playing with her bulu-bulu toy with me. Then she was jumping la, pastu jump jump tiba-tiba a loud "DEBUK!". She jatuh and terhempas her badan on the carpet. Kesian! I think she was in pain kejap, sebab dia diam pastu macam lemah. SEKEJAP only la, around 4-5 minutes. Sekarang hyper balik pusing2 around the chair lompating on Lexie the Laptop and gigiting whatever that is gigitable. Bila kau mau besar Jojo. Berak pun salah aim.

I'm pretty pleased with the outcome of my 3rd roll of film:

My hair long already kan?

Okay la, tidur lah. I love you and miss all of y'all! :(

P/S: Pinjam Katy Perry Cotton Candy Yummy Yummy please! Get well soon okay Ally!

Don't Mind Me

Currently listening to: Rihanna - Wait Your Turn

Mau juga kan put currently listening to. Minta puji betul. Haha!

Kau tingu ni budak. Orang busy talking on the phone!

I feel miserable! Macam perempuan pregnant suda cukup nine months tapi baby belum keluar keluar. It's almost that case, 'cept it's my period. I KNOW it's coming. TAPI MANA KAU?! 

Btw, have you girls noticed how many potential "babies" you've let your pads serap? (okay eww)

I've "thrown away" 96 eggs. Assuming there aren't any missed periods.

Okay, why am I talking about this again?

Anywho,

I'm tired of

1. Kena suruh-suruh. Is there no such thing as PLEASE anymore?
2. All the tahi kucing on the driveway. Damn you kucing sebelah.
3. My late period
4. Craving for Yogurberry and ice cream oh myyy.
5. The hujan petang-petang. Cause I want Tanjung Aru's sunset!
6. Bimbo's minta puji-ing tia mau makan n pilih makanan! BIMBO!! (I still love you)
7. The ituuuu seja shows on Fox
8. Cooking! Everyday! (If only they'll accept nasi and telur dadar haha!)
9. Waiting for August to come!
10. Being tired. Bleugh.

I want my own Minion. I'll name it... Steve.

By far the cutest movie. Hahaha! Because of the Minions.

And...

Three blind mice! Thara paling ngam, Cammie mabuk, I'm a happy blind mouse

I love you my Melalak Buddies!

Okay, till next time!

You're damn right it's the perfect crime! 

On the twelve-th day of May...

Okay, if I don't upload orang lain geram. Jadi, nah. :) *picture heavy post*

Okay so my sayangs fail-surprised me with yum yum cheesecake which said "21st", "<3 u" and ":D vote!!"

 -_-"

Birthday girl no need to do anything hehehe. Pika pasang lilin for me!

All pinky with the pinky shirt and my pinky WINNIE THE POOH party hat. 

"If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you" -Pooh :)

So what were you thinkin' getting me a Winnie the Pooh party hat!

My Pika :)

I sayang you both for bringing me my first birthday cake of the day! :D

And then at night, TADA! Kakak brought back another cake. Yummy... Blueberry cheese cake.

With Mummy dearest. We matching la Mummy blue-blue ;) Do I look like her?

The laydehhss of the house!

And then Abang Shaun balik after I already blow candles :P Oh, my birthday we were busy preparing for Abang Nafiq's wedding so my Auntie was there too! Papa was M.I.A. Haha. No la, in Kudat working.

Tu ja actually. Hahaha. Happy birthday ME! :D :D :D

OH and...

I'm pretty sure y'all have seen these things around di kedai kedai. (Taken at Subang Parade, and there's a reason I'm posting this.) Wait for it...

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HAHAHA! Sama kan! I literally LOL-ed when I saw them like this and told them to sit still to take a picture. Totally made my day. Thara paling ngam, Pika nda buli tahan ketawa! Manada patung tudung ada gigi Pika! They LOLed too okay! I love you both :)

Okay. So that was my birthday.

Tonight Germany vs England. I wanna say GO ROONEY! But Germany will kick ass. I think. I dunno.

Tomorrow? Confession. You say I tia berani? Hmph you tunggu ****!

;)

If Baby Could

Inay!

Inay, my birthday is next week. I'm very excited Inay, it's my first birthday! But why won't you be home? Mama said lama lagi baru I get to see you. Does that mean I'm not getting a birthday present from you Inay? I won't get to have my cute handsome face and dashing smile taken photos of? But Inay, I'll be sad that you won't be home for my first birthday.

Oma and Grampa always bring me to their room and make me 'walk' Inay. Why aa? I've always been able to walk ba Inay, but just that day they got so excited to see me start walking without stumbling. Kenapa they so happy Inay? They can walk too, why aren't they clapping their hands and saying "yay, clever boy!" to everyone who can walk?

Papa likes to make noises with his feet and use long sticks to beat things. Nanay will be so irritated of that noise but kan Inay, I like it. I shake my head along with the beat and then that day as i was shaking shaking I bumped my head on the bed! But I didn't cry (I cried a little) cause I'm a strong boy right Inay?

Mama says we're going to go fly to see you and Uncle Nafiq. I'm going to have another Aunt? More people to hold me and play with me???? I can't wait to get on the big thingy that flies. Mama said I have to be a good boy and sit still. How can I, Inay, it's going to be my first time!

Inay, where are Aunty Thara, Aunty Pika and Babu Shafa? Nobody's been singing with me, I really miss singing with them. Everytime I go "Aaaaaaaaaa" nobody else goes "Aaaaaaaaa" with me. And I've always wanted me to meet Aunty Reggie but I never dapat jumpa...

One more thing Inay, why isn't Bimbo happy to see me? I greet her with a happy HIIIIII everytime I see her. She always looks scared! I don't think I'm scary...maybe she's just shy.

Inay I miss you! I'm sure you miss me too :) I love you Inay! Wish you were home...

Love,

Muhammad Izzarif bin Mohd Shaun Yazeed or Arif or Izzy.

P/S: Inay, I can run now! Can you imagine the excitement of everyone here at home?

I miss you Izz!

Searching

I have delayed long enough the uploading of many many pictures to Facebook. Nanti lah.

Ui, hari tu we (Ally Zetty Aeti Nadia and I) went all the way to Sime Darby's Planters' Haven at Nilai. Yang tempat yang dekat sama Ally punya kampung. Memang dekat sangat. Should've went beraya tapi no one was home :(

Anywho, so itulah yet another adventure for us going all the way there for not suka-suka, but for Copywriting assignment. Memang sangat fresh la udara sana, apa inda, pokok hutan daun maun meng-surround you. It was really impressive except for the Dock of Death, that Nadia nearly jatuh from walking on the mushroomy thing.

Planters' Haven punya rumah-rumah kan, makes you wanna have one of your own. Tapi price dia whoooooooiiii~ Dunno bila la baru boleh bayar habis that. But really nice la. Sempat again we all play tapuk-tapuk at one of the showhouse (showroom?). Kebudak-budakan, I know, tapi berla ba! Siuk ba. Bukan selalu kan kan kaaan?

Have yet to see the outcome of it. But I'm sure it'll turn out grrrreeat! Haha.

Next-next week is my exam! Final exam of my diploma! Wah! I'm excited! Very looking forward to the coming challenges. But...I'm so unprepared.

Okay sidetrack! I've been thinking a lot in the shower lately - as Reggie used to say, the shower is the best place to think - and you know what (say: what?)

We're all the same

Well not maybe totally one hundred percently the same la, but ya, we are. Think about it. You say you don't like people talking bad about you, but I'm pretty sure a lot of us do the same, no? You say you don't like two-faced people, but there must be a time in your life when you did it any other way.

We're all the same. You, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, youyouyouyouuuuuuu, me. Sama only ba we all. Cuba you fikir. Fikir betul-betul.

I'll admit. I've said bad things about people I know. Told stories. But so have you. And you. And you. See? Sama ja ba :)

So...we're all even. But tiapa bah. We're also the same in a sense that we learn to forget. And eventually (and hopefully) forgive.

Astaga Pika, Shafa, remember ka the time when we were in...form 2 I think? When the new Pepsi Blue just came out. Sebab mau try it sangat, we came early to school when we were actually in the afternoon session. And walked to Karamunsing. Karamunsing isn't as near as walking from rumah Tg. Aru to Pekan Tg. Aru okay! Sanggup ba duduk di tepi tepi tunggu kedai buka. Hping that every person that passed by had the keys to the shop. We saw this guy carrying it in his hand and drinking it as he was exiting one kedai. Then we excited la to go in and see...

Sia-sia perjalanan, Pepsi Blue tiada. "Belum sampai," itu aunty bilang.

That was 6 years ago. Sigh, how time flies.

p/s: I miss you. So terribly.

Today should be a good day

Because today's date is so pretty! 09.09.09! If I were back home we'd already be having a family picture. (which by the way has not happened since I came here)

But it was not a good day.

I got sick again after I just got better a week ago. I am convinced its cause I didnt drink enough water. Had really bad fever yesterday, this morning I didnt get any better. Woke up sweaty but still very feverish. Then went to the doctor in the afternoon - that cost me 50 bucks. Got a terrible headache and wanted to puke the whole journey.

But then I think I'm feeling better now. At least much better then this morning.

Well anyway...this is very much delayed, but this is for Reggie! My dear girl I told you once I'll tell you again, that even though you didn't get it, you did so good that night. :) And I'll tell you that no one can scream like a convent girl so even Ain and I were enough to cheer you on. Jason definitely helped haha!

Today while sick a stream of thoughts just came into my head, and I just do not know why. Started asking about people whom I have no interest about. Suddenly just-so-randomly teringat the past which I particularly hate, because I teringat about this psycho b*tch. Psycho. Sheesh.

10/09/09

Never got done with the post, I dozed off.

Ta-Da! Finally a new look for my blog. Nothing much, but I like it.

My last semester has started, I missed my first two classes yesterday cause I was sick. And so my final semester has brought me two potential enemies - Copywriting and Electronic Publishing.

Initially, people may think that taking Mass Communication is for people who 'don't know what to do'. Yeah well I'll tell you frankly, that was exactly what I had in mind when I signed up for the course. I didn't know what to do. My mind was firmly set on Early Childhood Education - think about it, there'll always be a need for that. But I don't know why at the very last minute just before I had to send it to the post office I wrote down "Diploma in Mass Communications". Without my parents knowing.

It took me a good 6 months to decide on it.

Here I am now, I despised the beginning, I'm enjoying the journey, and loving the ending. I guess there was a reason why I did that change. It's probably one of the hardest jobs to grasp with in KK. You don't necessarily get the greatest pay. It's not the usual doctor-lawyer-teacher thing (I wanted to be those back in the day). I'm still trying to figure out why, though. But I do believe that there was a reason. And surely it'll be shown in times to come.

I haven't had my mind set on what I should major in. I haven't taken IELTS. I haven't started looking for places to do my internship.

There's just so many things on my mind!

I was doing the laundry a few hours ago, and then I don't know why I suddenly teringat about our little dance performance that we did when we were in form 1. Or was it form 2. I can't recall. Alaa, you know the one we did with "Stronger" and the chair thing for speech day. Correct me if I'm wrong, was it me, Reggie, Pika, Dai, Gail, and Marichelle? It was crappy how we weren't allowed to wear jeans. Bodoh o that rule. We had to wear stupid slacks with stupid white shirts and necktie. Hahaha! And the make-up was horrid. Hair was horrid too, we had braids all over! What shoes did we wear? Were we barefoot?

Oh and remember how we were already on stage and the curtains were already open, the music started then suddenly electricity went off? We automatically froze. Like we knew it was gonna happen.

Gosh. Those were the days. Nothing like 'em.

20 days into Ramadhan, and I cannot wait for Eid! Already in the mood for rendang! I'm coming home next week!

Eh, mari buat open house? ;)

Stupid SBWS.

Daku sangat penat!

Tired of doing assignments! AAAaaaAaAAAAaaaaAAAAaaAaaA!

Setiap Sunday mau hantar assignment, adui. This week today have to send assignment, Thursday have to send assignment (BELUM START LAGI NI. Mati la. Dunno how to do ba)

Mau rehaaaat :(

Someone tell me why, each time I KNOW I have to submit an assignment, I will always fall asleep. Or do something else. Gaaawwwdd. Life is really being hard on me now.

Reggie was GOTCHA-ed (yeah, Rudy and Ean Hitz.fm gotcha-ed) yesterday! Teehee! I wonder how it went...

My sayang cousin Rianah suda masuk UiTM Shah Alam! Haven't seen her yet. Ain is already back here. I want to meet you people!

Shafa pg S'wak for one sem nda pandai kestau urang kan. Jahat ooo. I know pun dari Pika. Itu pun dari blog. Ada la juga sikit I terasa tp nda pa, Good luck Shafa!

Naja pun masuk UiTM suda! Mesti UiTM KK punya tu kan? Sab teda bunyi-bunyi pun.

This is already week 8. 6 more weeks till the end of this semester.

And I can't wait.

I've been thinking a lot about my hair lately. Ah besa la kan, if I look at other people's nice hair I pun want. But I promised to have long hair for Raya this year. Not like it's super long or anything. Now nda sampai shoulder pun. Hahaha.

Oh, I'm just spreading the word here, CLICK ME . Do read our stories and comment pretty please :)

On my list this month:

1. Kasut baru. Well, sandals. Flats. Apa-apa seja la.

2. Cd Kusung. Sayang burn files for assignment guna DVD

3. Surprisingly I can't think of anything else.

Very the deliciouuusss

Kay, I gotta go.

iwantthatpie

XOXO,

Nazie.

Spankies

Just what exactly were you thinking?

Rianah is so excited, cause she found Castlevania whatever la nama dia punya cheat, but her DS is still charging. And right now she's listing down what she's gonna buy at the warehouse sale. She puts down "Any Interesting Baju" "Nice Pants" "Seluar Koprat". Nah. Koprat tu. Jan ko main-main. Bodoh o. LOLs. She continues writing "Cardigan - Anything Yang Nipis" "Vulgar...eh...Vase...eh macam mana mau eja...Vest!". Oh wait, she scratches off Vase/Vest.

Cammie! Meee-maaang beeerat bila dikira dengan Kilo! Chuuunnya~

I was just at Cammie's blog, then I saw the pix of her at thephotobooth at CP (where I lost my phone. Oh what a day it was.) Then I realised how much I miss those days! I remember the first time we did it was with my dears - Pika and Shafa. Remember or not? :) I think I made Pika ask the person sana McD. Haha. Fun~~ Soooo much memories at that area, all were fun fun fun! From weird awkward moments to Laugh-Out-Loud sessions to spending a lot of money there in one day (I can't recall how many photo booths Marichelle and I went in one day). Ah, those were the days, no?

Bah, apa lagi. MARIII~~~ XD

Guess who's DS is already fully charged.

Warehouse sale in a day's time, then Bunny, then puuuulaaaang. Kan Rianah kan? Kan Bunny? Tapi tsk, satu minggu seja.

Another thing to do in Kota Kinabalu : Play Wii and PS 3! Muahahahahaha *ketawa jahat*

Oh yea, I still owe pictures from the wedding. Soon, soon. When I go back to KK and the line is stable. Ohhh tidak sabar! And, I will upload the video of Rianah and Kakak Zura playing boxing on Wii. FANEEE betul okay.

I'm meeting Baby Izz soon! Laa-didadidaaa~

Okay, before I end, I have this picture of Angelina Jolie. I'm not such a big fan, after the Brad Pitt-J Aniston thing, but...

I think she looks super hot here. Wooh. Very seducing, no?

Okay goodnight!

Saving up,

XOXO,

Nazie.

Piiiiikaaaaaa..... CHUUU!!

PIKA!

Teehee! :D

I did not forget aa! I remembered, and I kept reminding myself the whoooole day!

Happy 20th birthday my dearest friend, may He shower you with all the love, health and happiness any 20-year-old girl should have! Enjoy the start of your twenties (omigosh,TWENTIES.) and may the years ahead of you be one that's memorable and enjoyable. Let it be tough, because that's one way for you to learn! Let it hurt, because that's for you to grow stronger!

Hope you had a great day :)


Love always,
Girl.

"Tiada Kepentingan Dalam Hidup"

One phrase that I must keep reminding myself about if I'm going to survive the madness.

"biarla, d***g tu teda kepentingan dalam hidup"

Yes, you are of no importance in my life. and gosh woman, stop being so two-faced, double-sided, talam dua muka, and whatever la yang sama dengannya. What is wrong with you? What happened to you? What changed? I don't understand why you're being like this. You sebenarnya kan tidak sedar ba maybe yang you this actually not what you say. You have too many sides to you, I'm slowly getting fed up.

You are of no importance in my life. I can get by without you. ESPECIALLY YOU. Biar kau terasa sana. Tolong la sedar sikit. I've almost had it with you. Don't continue.


PLEASE CLICK and do take the time to watch

Why do they have to be so cruel? A women needs to go pray and you tell her to go away? A woman wants to go home, and you force her to take the long way, when she can't afford it? What makes you think it's "fulfilling" to hit a man with a rock, to kick him in his face?

I was so hurt by that video clip.

For you!

It isn't very difficult to see why You are the way you are. Doesn't take a genius to realise That sometimes life is hard. It's gonna take time But you'll just have to wait. You're gonna be fine But in the meantime... Come over here lady Let me wipe your tears away Come a little nearer baby Cause you'll heal over Heal over Heal over someday...

I love that song~! Okay fine, I didn't do it myself, It's KT Tunstall's Heal Over. I like.

I'm supposed to go to work in err about half an hour now. I'm pretty malas. But, duit punya pasal, I'll go. Sheesh. I'll never stop asking for someone to invent a money tree.


just like that one.

I have no idea what else to talk about.

OH YA!

My best friend is coming to KL soooooonn! I cannot wait for you to be here! I miss youu! She's going to Monash!

Pretty kan? It looks so exclusive. Went looking at it after my steamboat dinner at Flaming restaurant. I passed by Sunway UC first then I saw this building! Then I went "waaaahh.." Oh, I didn't take that pic by the way. Then on our way out, we lost our way. Tiba-tiba sesat di Subang. Gosh, they've got to put more road signs there! Actually, if I were at SEGi Subang, I would actually be quite close to Reg! But I'm not. So...yeah.

Okay, I really have to go now.

I got something else to talk about but errr... I need to use the ladies'. Haha.

i miss high school.

XOXO,
Nazie :)