SuperGirl

Even for a little while

2012-01-22T04:16:00.002+08:00

So I can't draw lips.

I saw Reggie's post on her room project painting calla lilies. And I have to say, I miss colours! I miss my colour pencils, I miss my paint, I miss my crayons. I miss my all-in-one buku conteng-conteng doodle-doodle.

I don't know what to feel now.

To the rest of you, have a great Sunday, and Happy Year of the Dragon! Gong xi gong xi!

Okay. Bye!

Like Stealing the Idol From the Temple

2012-01-20T09:39:00.000+08:00

Temple Run.

I was playing this game for the first time after downloading it earlier this evening, and I don't know how it struck to me as relating this game to actual life.

(Okay, I may have some indirect experience with relating random things with how life is, so...)

The objective of Temple Run is to run as far as you can, avoiding obstacles while collecting coins along the way. You've to make quick decisions to turn precisely at corners, and pick up the pace as you run further and further.

Why is it like life?

Firstly, life is all about moving forward. There's really no turning back. Walk, run, jump, sidestep, everything is about going ahead. Looking back won't change anything. It's what lies ahead that counts.

Secondly, you're never gonna be short of having to make decisions! And every choice you make, it's bound to come with it's share of consequences. Turn left you duck, turn right you leap. Which ever route you take, the choice is yours and it's how you handle what comes your way is what matters most.

Thirdly, make a mistake of hitting something, and the black monkeys come and chase after you. In life, you'll make mistakes, and that is when people will be on your backs trying to push you further down. Give it your all. Outrun them, prove them wrong, and continue forward.

Fourth, we're all chasing after something in this world. Fame, money, happiness, anything. With "anything" comes risk. Take the risk to jump over fire, or slide under a narrow gate. Get too greedy, stray too far, and you may just fall off. But if you don't take the chance and it's your loss. When an opportunity comes, take it - take the risk, but be mindful and cautious.

Fifth, pay full attention to what you care about most. You'll never know, cause anything can happen in a split second! Yeah everything is all forwards, but while on the move you've still got to be careful of what you say and do. Not everything is jumping for coins!

Did I make sense? I think I did. Trust me, this philosophical thingy sounded wayyy better in my head. I like point number three? You? ;) **TTM*

Semester B starts Tuesday at 11. Keen? Sort of, kind of. Seen the assignment brief for Advertising and OH NO not another case study. But I'm sure it'll be interesting.

Something to look forward to every month while I'm here up till June

February: YOU! Can't wait! 12 days to go.
March: All-England Badminton 2012 at Birmingham
April: 2-week Easter Break
May: I turn 23! *gasp!*
June: Pulang ke tanah airku! 2-year mark!

I am currently playing Raisa's album on repeat. There is just something about her voice or her song. Haven't gotten tired of it yet. Songs I love, Could it Be, Apalah (Arti Menunggu), Terjebak Nostalgia, and Serba Salah.

I wonder if I suggest a song to anybody and when they listen to it they go "This song's so Hana". Ada kah?

Eeyeah. Okay.

Because I can.

Have a good weekend everyone. Bye!

* TTM = Tidak Tahu Malu

Friday the 13th.

2012-01-14T04:26:00.001+08:00

There are just no words.

Typed. Deleted. Countless of times. I just. I don't know lah.

My problem is not my ability to express. It's the lack of courage.

I really hate having to go to through the night like this.

Maybe what I need is a serious heart to heart. No judgements. No boundaries. No hard feelings. Just one whole session of listening, digesting, acceptance, and calm and collected discussions.

Mmhmm.

Yes. Still striving for perfection. Whatever that means.

Striving For Perfection

2011-12-17T13:39:00.000+08:00

People look for perfection.
People dream to achieve perfection.

Even though everyone knows - perfection is rare, little, sometimes non-existent.

But what is perfect?

A sunny day, not a cloud in the big blue sky?
A soft, moist, creamy piece of cake?
Waking up to a rainy morning and being able to go back to sleep?
Having everything go according to plan?

That sunny day may suddenly rain. The soft moist creamy piece of cake may be soft moist and creamy to you but not to another person. That rainy morning makes it difficult for others who do need to get out. And to get things to go according to your plans happens most of the time only in the movies.

Eh, negativenya?

On a lighter note... "Perfection" does bring different meanings to different people. And, we never seem to want to give up on being 'perfect'.

Perfection - it is something we all wish for at some point of our lives. It's only human. Greatness cannot be achieved without some spunk and self-confidence. You are what you believe. So believe in all that is gooood. *cheerleaders cheering you on*

No one is perfect… that’s why pencils have erasers. -anon

I'm nothing in between, you know you wouldn't want it any other way

Happy holidays! Bye!

Productivity

2011-12-16T06:55:00.001+08:00

Hi!

Actually, ada ka orang read my blog? Baru mau wonder after so long...

Okay. I had a really good burger for dinner. Come I take you to half an hour ago when I had my burger

Caramelized onions and sauteed mushrooms on a beef patty topped with honey BBQ sauce covered in Cheddar Cheese

(Buh. Padahal tiada apa-apa special pun)

Bah ya la. Memang la tidak special, tapi kan... Sedap oh! Mmm. I was afraid my beef patty wouldn't cook well, I poked the patty so many times it looked kinda not so pretty once it was cooked. Doesn't matter la ba kan, as long as sedap and it was so juicy! Mmm.

Sebenarnya, I have an assignment to complete. Due Saturday. But tonight I just feel like listening to music and sing in celebration of the completion of my first semester at UH. I have a 3-week Christmas break, which I still have 3 assignments to kasi siap, sebelum the next sem. Why? Because all of it will be due on the first week of the new semester.

-_-"

I have had some sort of bad luck with dips/sauces in the past 2 days.

Scene #1
I wanted to eat my Doritos with my nacho cheese dip. Tangan saya kecil, lepas tu kan, the bottle pula susaaaah betul mau buka. Okay FINE. I ran it under hot water. Try buka again. Cannot. Lagi, run lagi longer under hot water. Try lagi, nda boleh juga! Okay. Another try running the cap under hot water lagi lama sikit. Sekali twist the cap, SPLAT! on my nose, my face, a little on my toes, blotches on the carpet, one loooong streak on the sink, on the side of my cupboard and on my laundry. The bottle cracked and chipped a little bit (I don't know where the chipped part went). My room smelled like cheese dip.

Scene #2
I wanted to eat my Doritos with my BBQ sauce. I dunno lah why I so pandai, I took a piece of the Dorito chip and attempted to picit out some BBQ sauce on to that piece. Sekali I picit! Banyak keluar! And it ended up on my toe and chair.

Maybe it isn't the dip/sauce. Maybe... it's the Doritos.

Waiting and waiting in vain

Before I go, nah ini dia lagu sexy. Ada orang mau dedicate to me? Ahem!

Happy weekend! Bye!

Makanan

2011-12-14T23:08:00.001+08:00

Lagi setengah tahun baru I can feast like nobody's business on:

Sushi
Nasi lemak with ayam merah mmmmm.
Roti planta without gula
Carl's Jr
Chilli's
Little Italy
Bella Italia
Soto
Ngiu Chap
Drummet
Gembira
D'Siantan
Something that starts with M
Tutti Frutti
La Risata
Murni
Johnny's
Shihlin
Steamboat Ikano tu
Ikea Meatballs
Daim Cake
CAKE
Macaroni & Cheese Secret Recipe
Tom Yam Kung Secret Recipe
Cupcakes
Laksa di belakang Baiduri!
Cendol di belakang Baiduri!
Sotong goreng
Ebi Tempura
Scallops
Windbell
Ayam panggang Tg. Aru
Kangkung belacan Cozy Corner
Sweet Sour Kerapu Cozy Corner
Broccoli in oyster sauce Cozy Corner
Udang something something Cozy Corner
Delicious mmmmm
DIM SUM mmm chicken feeeet bbq paaauuu siew maaaai
Bagan Lalang
Any sort of seafood
SOFT SHELL CRAB with wasabi mayo at FullHouse
Sno
Crispy Sisters Popiah
Beard Papa's
Teppanyaki!
Banana fritters Madam Kwan
Hot & Roll
Rojak di Lintas homai sedapppp
Upperstar
Onion Rings
Popeye's
Seafood platter NYNY
Nasi Ayam
Satay
Alexis
Thai Thai

Okay... umm. Lapar. Bye!

Take a Breather

2011-12-14T02:41:00.001+08:00

Stop. Step back.

Close your eyes, take a deeeeep breath.

Now exhale.
*fuuuuuu*

Okay. Picking yourself up all by your lonesome isn't really an easy thing to do. Bah, biasalah, human kan?

Sometimes, we sendiri yang put ourselves in that position, we sendiri yang push ourselves to the ground. Mana dengan peer pressure lah, pressure from parents lah, images shown in the media lah, stresses from work and life lah. Then after sudah jatuh gugur tersungkur dengan sendirinya, we begin to ask ourselves, "Why the hell did I do that to myself?"

Yes, we just can't help it kadang-kadang. But we have control over our hearts and minds, don't we? Solution dia satu seja, keep a reminder, a post-it, a mental image that says: Don't do it to yourself. And really try to resist the urge.

Epp! Don't do it to yourself. Gitu. You know?

I should know.

Things to embrace
1. The way you think
2. Your unique features
3. Your differences from others
4. The weird sense of self-love
5. The wonder of complexity and in-ordinary-ness that is Y-O-U. *smiles with gigi tidak lurus tapi masih lawa juga bah dari teda gigi nah mana satu kau mau?*

Take a breather, think happy thoughts, go to your happy place, and laugh at yourself once in a while. It may work.

Okay lah. Lapar ni. Happy positivity! Bye!

Feel the rain on your skin, no one else can feel it for you, only you can let it in.

Feel good

2011-12-08T16:56:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, you just got to pick yourself up.

I want to pick myself up, so here's a (vain) list of 22 things why I am special. Twenty two cause well. You know. I'm 22 years old.

So if like. You're not into me puji-ing myself or reading a long (but really interesting) post you can skip it :p

#1 I can eat like nobody's business, and its hard for me to gain weight. :] But I need to gain weight. Because I am unfortunately underweight. So sometimes it's difficult you know, when I eat and it does show, it shows in my face. Not like...go to places where I want it to go. But then again, I am glad I can eat and eat and eat and eat! I <3 to eat.

#2 I am small. Sure I find it hard to cari baju that's my size, BUT! You know. People think I'm young cause of my size. And I can run around the playground and pretend I'm 12. And up till I think I was 18, when I went to makan with family, I still got charged as CHILD. See? I help save money.

#3 I live near Tg. Aru beach. Okay la not la I special cause of this but I got umm. Extra. Like... You know? Have you seen the sunsets there?! Homaigoodness. To die for. So pretty. It's been such a long time since I've seen one. Don't believe la tu how cantik it is. Nah, cuba you see!


Rindunya.

#4 I THINK I can dance. Well, for fun, not professionally. Although how I dream of being able to.......

#5 I may be stubborn. But that just means I'm strong willed. Yeeaah. Give me some credit. I'm not stubborn ALL the live long day. Heh.

#6 I am daughter to parents whom may be so ARGHHH sometimes but they always have their reasons. And I'm the one daughter that cooks for the family. And the one daughter who took over making kuih Raya. And also pumpkin cake yang sedap. Which makes me extra extra extra special.


On the way back from Kudat Syawal 2011

#7 I found out that my birthday according to the Hijri calendar is on the 6th of Syawal. THEREFORE. My birthday is on the 6th day of raya, which is impossible for anyone to forget :D And, I am already 23. If use that calendar la. *secretly in denial*

#8 When I was younger, I entered a singing competition for Christmas organized by my computer class. (Yes, I went to computer classes. It was so much fun) And Abang Shaun yang jahat gila scared me made me cry right before I had to go up the stage. And well, you guessed it. I sang Que Sera Sera while nangis teresak-esak. "Que seraaa *sobsob* seraaaaa. Whatever will beeee *sobsob* will beeee". I remember practising it with Papa. Haha now that I think of it whyyy lah did I join. I got third place, by the way if you're wondering. Okay la so what la if it is hadiah kesian. The important thing is I did it anyway. :P

#9 Also, when I was younger, like my tadika Tunasari days, I was the rapper! Shit. Hahahaha. Rap as in betul betul rap okay? We were doing some turtle awareness thingy and we were like "SAVE THE TURTLE! SAVE THE TURTLE!" and I had my friends dancing (all of us dressed like turtles. Grey-ish shiny jumpsuits with a turtle shell on our backs. For real!). Then, my first line was "We are the children of Tunasari!" Oh God punya la trip haha! I guess when you grow older all your guts just hilang.

#10 I think I was an accidental baby. Hoho. But but buuutt. Mummy say, bila she pregnant with me, she say I am for "bikin main-main, kasi kawan" dia bilang. Nah. Memang betul pun. I am her lamb, everywhere she went I was sure to go. I'm loved. :]

#11 I managed to ditch bit by bit the habit of procrastinating! That is quite a feat! I used to think I function well under pressure, but perhaps I function even better with more time.

#12 I am special because I have a Diploma before I go into my Degree, which gives me an edge kind of. You know. Like. Ya. It really does help. A lot.

#13 I was part of the 2004 SFC choir team who were National champs! Woohoo! The story was, I was only called on to join to be a backup/pelapis for pianist. Then. They tidak cukup orang? Haha. I know la I was like not first choice or anything, but still! It was a moment so proud. I love SFC. Like. My school spirit is so tinggi. Then after that win we got so many invites to perform sini sana. And plus free food. Ooooh. Hehe.

This was in The Star! There I am tuu di the paling left di depan. Oh wow.

#14 I made two really good speeches (at least that was what I was told) so far in my whole lifetime. One was during my secondary school graduation "pride and joy" and the other was during Abang Shaun and Kak Nurul's wedding dinner in 2008.

#15 I have/had two cats that I really loved and love me back (cheh kununnn) One, Bimbo. My blue-eyed silly beauty who would also minta my jagung. And two, Jojo Hamau Gaga The Cat. Who was and still is an excellent friend and teman and the nakalest and the silliest but has the cutest nose and pink cushion paws. Naaaw.

Jojo & Bimbo :')

#16 I have gigi satu. You have? Don't have kan. Naah. Special la jadi dia. Let me show you definition of gigi satu.


See the red arrow pointing to my gigi. That is my gigi satu. It makes me smile in two different ways depending what side my face is facing. But! I've learned to accept.

#17 I am Nanay (auntie) to these two boys! One monkey jumping on the bed and one yet to be known.... Izzarif a.k.a IZZY!! and Ryan Irfan a.k.a Baby Ryan! Okay I don't have Ryan's picture in my laptop. But you all know Izzy :D

Can you feel his ke-jajal-an?

#18 When I turned 18, I spent my birthday with the Bons at Hyatt courtesy of Mummy dearest. I felt special cause my best friends went to all the trouble and made me a baju so pretty! Cuba you see...

See! The pretty butterfly!

#19 I am able to take criticism and am patient. Alamak perasannya. Hahaha! Betul la. Although I may be like ^*@(#D)*@^! in my heart, but I will accept what you say with open arms. Yes, I do realise things and though it takes A LOT for me to finally take action, but in the end I do it. I take that step to change what needs to be changed.

#20 I have the greatest friends anyone could ask for. Serious. We may not go on holidays together, or live nearby or meet all the time or so rich we buy gifts for each other. But I sure know that they mean so much to me!

See me embracing my gigi satu. Eh. Heh. Love you all!

#21 I feel special because you make me feel special. And so the best penceria, tukang make silly lame jokes, selalu dowan to laugh at my jokes, pembully, tukang fix barang, teman makan, teman play monopoly (or any games for that fact) sampai gaduh, teman jalan-jalan, teman buat kerja bodoh, and segalanya yang happy in my life. ALLY my love! <3

The paling best day and best place with the best person. Mau go lagi. Rindunya.

#22 I am special cause just cause I am! God created me as one of a kind. He made me patient, a crybaby, silly, clumsy, pretty, hot. He gave me a good brain and a good heart. He gave me good health, great family, great friends. And I'm limited edition! No me, no more la sudah! Satu seja Hana Nazsulaeeqa Harun di dunia. :)

If you made it this far! Yay! Thanks heee heee!

Kita semua special in our own silly little weird way. We just need to take a sec, pause and take it all in and say to ourselves "HOWAU! I'm so great." It's really okay you know to be perasan sekali sekala. We all do it, feel good doing it, so... why not, right?

Why are you special? :)

BYE!!

ps: I love you.

I'm On Your Back

2011-12-05T05:25:00.001+08:00

If you'd accept surrender,

I'll give up some more

Weren't you adored

I cannot be without you, matter of fact

I'm on your back, I'm on your back, I'm on your back

How do I say this.

2011-11-25T09:27:00.001+08:00

Umm. Okay.

Now how do I put this.

I thought I could say it out here, turns out. I just can't seem to find the right words!

But too lazy to move my fingers from the keyboard to the trackpad/mouse. Therefore lazy to click the close button to just not post this meaningless post. So I should just make it something lah.

Mau karaokeeee. It's just such a good way to let it all out. Mannnn.

I tried being productive this week, but the most productive I got was, like for an accumulative time of an hour and a half for the whole week. I wanna say it's a good week because only today (Friday) will I be going to class. I basically had the whole week off. Yet I have a proposal due Sunday, and an essay on Theodor effing Adorno whose article I just can't seem to finish reading. Distractions! I seriously need to read it, but I find myself reading the same lines over and over again which really means, I'm not concentrating.

How do you concentrate when...

Hmmm.

Rindu si Izz.

Okay lah.

Bye!

I forgot how much I love this song!

Sugarcoating

2011-11-21T07:58:00.001+08:00

Everybody hurts. Everyone feels pain once, twice, countless of times.

What makes it different is the way he or she handles the pain.

It's ridiculous sometimes how I get hurt over silly things. Tiny petty things. Once the feeling is over, I tell myself how stupid it was to feel that way.

Ignorance, not really bliss. Ignorance from a different point of view is anger, and sadness. Or disappointment.

Holding on to a few things. Patience, faith, and love. And a whole lot of positivity.

Tears=me=tears. Normal. It's just my way of feeling better. It does help, even for a little while.

Probably not so okay now. But I'll come through. If there's a flood, I might get wet but I'll climb up high to get dry. That's what counts, right?
Jatuh, bangun lah kan bilang you.

Heart vs Mind.
Never ending battle.

72. Oh macam forever.

To heal

2011-11-16T06:00:00.001+08:00

I close my eyes.

We're laying on the grass
Holding hands
Staring blankly at the sky
White clouds
Soft cool breeze
Gentle warmth of the sun

We're sitting on the beach
Holding hands
Staring blankly at the endless sea
Blue waters
Sounds of waves crashing
Grainy pale sand

My eyes are still closed.

I think I have too-much free time on my hands. And it's probably affecting me. I really do have things to do. But you know lah kan.

It's a serious roller coaster ride. Whether I puke, or say "Let's do that again," or both together, I'll never know until the ride is over.

For now... Let's just enjoy it. Make it worth the screams thrills tears and laughters.

Here's a saya-sedih-hati-tidak-tenang-tapi-mau-happy-and-senang-hati song.
We'll heal.

77.
Love,
Nazie

Pouring my heart out

2011-11-13T22:01:00.001+08:00

It is a battle between the heart and the brain.

Collaboration between your heart and your brain doesn't always produce a great melody.

You know how people wanna be happy for other people? I was just wondering, at what stage and at what level of maturity must you have to reach that point.

Well sure. I've had my own share of shit. Now I can sincerely say I am happy for that person whom I used to wish I could pijak-pijak. It was easier to let go then.

But now I am left to wonder... How do you be happy for someone else?

How do people let go, for another person's happiness? How can you be 100% genuinely happy for another person, without feeling a little negativity in yourself? How do people have positivity, without anything contradicting your thoughts and emotions? Thing is. True happiness cannot be bought. Cannot be exchanged for, cannot be bargained.

Level of difficulty: Very High.

Not impossible though.

Honestly, I wish my heart and my mind can come to an agreement. And stick with it. Cause one says another, the other says another thing. I know I have it in me. I know I can do it if I really wanted to. It's mind over matter. The heart makes you feel things. Things that sometimes... don't make sense. This...predicament. Sucks.

You wanna tell yourself it's okay, it'll happen if it was meant to happen.

Truth be told. I have an outer shell cracking. I'm in the midst of gluing things back together. Because there are so many other better times than this. Biasa lah tu. Sometimes we're up high. Other times we're down low. Only when you've been at the ultimate low will you know, how sturdy the ladder you built to get you back to the top.

Faith. That is all you need.

With time probably wounds heal. There might be a scar, but nobody said life's smooth sailing all the time.

"listen, I just want you to be happy. I really do"

It takes some guts to actually mean that.
OH. I go pasang lagu emo dulu. Bye.

Really listen.

Redscale

2011-11-13T01:54:00.000+08:00

Happy to receive my scans today.
Rindunya.

80!

Halt! Who goes there?

2011-11-07T23:35:00.000+08:00


image credits to gigaom.com

Hi!

All blogging processes will resume after erm. I buy a camera charger! Yes, I lost mine. I've been camera-less all this while here (two months in 3 weeks, so fast!) and have been relying on my phone camera. I would like to share what my Uni looks like :) Mana la tau kan ada yang care. *minta attention*

Anyhoo... Things haven't exactly been smooth for the pass one month plus I've been here. But I strongly believe that things will get better!

Really wanting to meet the rest of my girls who are here! Let's see, we've got people in Aberystwyth (Cammie I donno how to spell your welsh uni), Liverpool, Manchester, Birmingham, Bristol, Southampton, Middlesex, POLAND. (Tiba-tiba satu di sana).

Pelan-pelan bah. All out of UK travelling will start TAHUN DEPAN. Wohoho. I'll settle with going around here for the timebeing! Banyak lagi I belum go. I haven't done the touristy things yet. No Big Ben, or London Eye, or Madam Tussaud's, or the red double decker bus, or the red telephone booth. The most UK-ish thing I've done is probably... Eat scones with jam and clotted cream. Heh.

I miss eating sesuka hati. Aih -__-

Here's a pick-yourself-up-after-a-bad-day-sad-sounding-positivity-song song for you peopleee :D See you soon and Happy November!

ps: I miss you.

Less than 12 hours

2011-09-28T03:17:00.000+08:00

All I have in KK is less than 12 hours. Mmhmm.

I just thought it sounds really sweet.

Anwyay,
my 30-day blog challenge. *insert big HAH! here*

I am going to miss you. terribly.

It'll get better

2011-08-21T11:47:00.001+08:00

It's like two extremes. Extremely high, or extremely low.

I tell myself its a bump, a little speed bump on the way to the destination. Reminding myself that there are truly better days than this. Remembering that nothing is worth losing it.

It's all good. It'll get better.

Right?

Yes.

See, I can be positive.

I need a distraction

2011-08-20T01:50:00.000+08:00

So I went through my blog posts and decided to do this!

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Little of Your Time. Maroon5. Like. Huh?

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Jane Doe. Alicia Keys, I am a Jane Doe. Sometimes.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Eh, eh (Nothing Else I Can Say). Lady Gaga. Haha!

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Stronger Than Ever. Christina Aguilera. Thank you.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
You Found Me. Kelly Clarkson... Yes, cause my life purpose is for people to find me *rolls eyes*

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Do it. Spice Girls. It fits!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? (o no, this better be good!)
Dancing in the Moonlight. Toploader. It's a happy song I like!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? (this one lagi la)
(WOW!) My parents think i'm The One. Mariah Carey. *proud*

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I think about the California King Bed. Rihanna

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
is 4. But... Be OK. Ingrid Michaelson

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I think of my best friend as Suara Hati Seorang Kekasih. Wow. Love you my lovers. Melly Goeslaw

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
is a Tattoo. Jordin Sparks

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
hahahahahaha I am undecided cause I wanna be Black or White! MJ

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
My Saving Grace. Mariah Carey

WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Whoa. Closer! Ne-Yo.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Untitled. Hmm? Its not a sad song! Maliq & D'Essentials

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
A Beautiful Mess :) Jason Mraz

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Goodnight Goodnight. Maroon5

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Stripped Pt. 2. nah ambil kau! Haha. Christina Aguilera

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
I guess I want to go Back to What You Know. Ne-Yo

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Diva! hahahah! Beyonce. You guys diva that I love!

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Hujan Turun. Sheila on7

Not gonna tag anyone. I just need a distraction.

Bimbo.

2011-08-19T18:29:00.000+08:00

Dear Bimbo,

I'm sorry if 7 years was too short for you. Sorry for being with you on and off again since 2007. Sorry I wasn't able to take care of you fully.

I remember how you used to wake me up by sitting on my chest and meowing as loud as you can, and biting my nose and my kening. I remember how I had to take you out every morning just so that you could go and do your thing. I remember how every time I eat jagung you'll come asking for some. I remember how you would just meow at me asking me to teman you makan.

I'm really sorry Bimbo for not being here when you were sick.

Bye Bimbo. I miss you.

Love, always.

Naz

A picture of a person I'd love to trade places for a day : Day 6

2011-08-19T16:44:00.000+08:00

I had to think really hard but,

Beyonce Giselle Knowles!

Why? I'll tell you why.

#1 She can really sing - I wonder what it feels like to perform alone in a crowd.

#2 She can dance! - I wanna dance like she can

#3 She's got a great booty - *spank*

#4 She's so nice

#5 And I would really like to wonder how many takes it did to complete the Single Ladies video clip. Wooh! Cause it is TIRING!

I would like to welcome Regina Ho to blogspot!

Home/Day 5: a picture of your favourite memory

2011-08-15T14:07:00.001+08:00

PUNYA LAH. Baru day 5 rupanya.

Ally was right. There's no way I can bikin this 30-day blog challenge without having a rest in between.

Okay so I'm home. There are duties that come with being at home, i.e. memasak, cuci piring, cuci kain, jemur kain, lipat kain, etc.

Saya ada list of benda-benda that I really wanna do while I'm here:
1. Go sungkai somewhere with friends
2. Watch the sunset at where else but Tg. Aru
3. Make some honeycomb
4. Make raya cookies
5. Bake a cake.
6. Go pulau

Itu iiiitu seja kan? Heh.

So anyway...

Day 5: A picture of your favourite memory

taken during Monash's musical show of Hairspray.

Favourite memory because: It was when it never occured to us that the giant cardboard-made can of hairspray was a hairspray.

When it was brought out, the dialogue was...
Ain: What's that? A highlighter? Glue?
In Lindsay's mind: A giant marker?
Me (so excitedly like i just had an epiphany): IT'S HAIRSPRAY!

Second favourite memory

Taken on the day we filled in fuel before going to play frisbee with Ain & Cammie

Favourite memory because: We hesitated whether to go take a picture with the guy driving the car because we weren't sure. But it was truly and really this guy...

And one more...

Favourite memory because: This was the day I was talking about my dream home.

XXOO,

Nazie.

Testing 1 2 3

2011-07-23T11:50:00.001+08:00

So my exams are over.

My final paper I was first to complete. Before I could leave the exam room my lecturer said "you can still write some more". Thing is, I have nothing more to write. Like. Really. Habis suda. But okay. Anything la kan.

My 30-day blog challenge has been put on hold on the count of I have other more important things to do. Cheh kunun ja kan. Hehe.

My iPod Touch now is my friend, downloading every possible app I find useful/fun/cool to have when people swipe through it. I book movies, check money, check flight tickets, and blog! Apa ni, macam promote promote pula.

I have also managed to turn my iPod Touch into a phone, but it still needs internet connection which sort of defies the purpose. Wait, is "defies" even a word?

I really like this photo of Jojo

So yes. I really hope to start with the blog challenge once more. When I'm back in KK perhaps.

Okay.

Bye!

A week delayed!

2011-06-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

I stayed home on Tuesday and Wednesday instead of going to class. And on Thursday, I was pretty confident that my class began at 2, I arrived so nicely the timing, got parking, went on the bus, and checked the timetable to see where the venue was. Open image>enlarge>enlarge>... Class was at 12. And the bus was already moving.

-_-

So much for being a good girl. Heh.

Anywho, here's the week-delayed day 4 of the 30 day blog challenge! Because I tangguh and Blogger was bitchy.

Day 04: A picture of your favourite night.

Just one night? Highly impossible.

Night #1: My 19th Birthday, at Upperstar KK.

Reggie drove everyone!

After picking up Thara, we had to drive back to her place cause she forgot to minta money.

Initial plan was to celebrate at Upperstar Damai, but it was raining, and there was no electricity.

Drove to KK to see where we could eat that had electricity.

Went to Upperstar KK which had no electricity at first, then tada! Lights!

Ain yang bertudung masuk bar.

This picture represents the last time I celebrated my birthday will all four of them together. :')

Night #2: Abang Shaun & Kak Nurul's Wedding Reception Dinner, Le Meridien

I missed my Malaysian Studies exam to come home to this! Mana boleh I don't have.
Was asked to speak on behalf of the family (-_-), had a last minute speech, completed in the bathroom, with the help of Ain & Reggie.
The speech was short & simple BUT had impact, cause it made her cry! Hehe.
I had fun, all the way from preparations to this night.

Night #3: 31st December 2009 - 1st January 2010

Pika, Shafa, Tharie came together to my house for a BBQ and a sleepover!
Had really good food. Yummm. Plus everyone at home decided to stay home and eat the abundance of food we had that night!
Plenty and I mean plenty of laughter that night
Wanted to watch a horror movie late late at night, then stopped after a few minutes just 'cause the crow was scary. We ended up watching some bunuh-bunuh story. Heih.
I had a lot of fun!

Night #4: Abang Nafiq & Kak Sue's Reception at Home

Not colour-coded
Backdrop made spontaneously at midnight!
Smiles on everyone
I was a part of every step in this wedding! Right from the tunang and nikah in Johor, then the receptions in KK! Weddings are fun when you're involved ;)

Family = love!

Night #5: The mini reunion of 12 Bestari-Arif people at The Hut, City Mall

What a night!

We were so loud people kept staring at us. Laugh sikit, stare. Laugh sikit glare. Ish.

12 Convent girls who just can't help it but be loud.

It was a night filled with loudness and crazy stories especially from those who were on breaks from their studies abroad.

The next gathering should be bigger. And louder.

Night #6: Michael Buble Crazy Love Tour, March 13th 2011

(I know the rule said picture but my pictures during the concert semua buruk)
This was his final song for the night, 'A Song for You', and at the end, he sings to the crowd without a mic and his voice super powerful!
A week or two before the concert date, I accompanied Cammie to collect the tickets which were meant for her parents and herself.
She joked, saying "Try you imagine ba my parents lupa beli ticket to KL to see this concert"
A few days before, she rang me and asked "Hana.... Are you free Sunday night?"
Not remembering what was going on I asked, why. Then she said, "You better be free. Lets go to Michael Buble's concert!"
WTF.
Hahaha!
On the day of the concert, I had a toe infection. Which made it hard for me to walk. But I have people who love me who were willing to carry me <3

I therefore thank Cammie and her parents for my first concert! Ever!

Night #7: My 22nd Birthdaaayyy all over KL!

Was gonna put a different picture but I don't think Ally thinks she looks good. Eheh.
Dinner the night before at Victoria's Station.
The next day got pampered with a pedi!
Dinner again on my birthday night at Fullhouse.
I asked for a cake with 22 candles. And all I got was a "are you kidding me?" face.
I had the greatest time, nonetheless. <3

Next year can I please have my 23 candles?

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and, the highlight of the year (so far)

I was gonna upload a video, but my laptop's failing on me
**pics credit to TianChad.com**

Night #8: Maroon5 Live in KL, April 29th 2011

Cammie and I had pretty bad seats but
HOMAIGOSH.
SO worth it. So so worth it.
We ended up getting down on the railing where there was no one and everyone just stood for the rest of the concert.
They're just so great live. Like. WHOA. Like WOW!
And! My ticket was a birthday present from Ally, so Ally, without you, I wouldn't have been able to go.

So I bent the rules of the challenge a lil. Baru la fun! ;) see you on day 5! Lovelovelove!

Still going on strong. Day 3.

2011-06-11T22:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Saturday Night all!

I had a complete breakfast lunch and dinner but I am hungry. Okay bukan lah hungry berabis, I just need to munch something.

At this very moment, Jojo is running around the room for no apparent reason. We were out the whole day, so I guess she's just happy we're home...?

So here goes day 3.

Day 03: A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

Easy.

Friends!

'Nuff said.

They're just so funny! F.R.I.E.N.D.S bloopers, watch it! Happy weekend :)

Attempt part 2.

2011-06-10T18:59:00.000+08:00

Good petang all.

To-day i got my caffeine fix. (second one this week, not that I need any sort of caffeine fixing - I just like it) Just cause I had the buy one free one voucher coupon thingy from Cleo last month. And it was with Cammie dearest!

Before pulang-ing. Bah biarla bah. :P

Okay so today is day 2! (see, I rajin)

Day 02: A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.

I know it said 'a' picture. I can't help it. :)

Anyway, that's is Ain! My childhood friend. Taught me how to ride a bike. My first bride-to-be "client" if I ever have my own wedding gallery thingy. Had piano lessons, mengaji lessons, camped under barbie tent inside house, playground sessions, endless hang out sessions together.

A friend of 16 years, and counting! I love you Ain! Thank you for being a part of my life!

I would've put my family, but that's a given.

Till day 3!

In an attempt to revive the SuperGirl

2011-06-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Its been a very long time, yes I know. How's every one been lately? The weather hasn't been so nice to us these days, kan?

Quick update!

• in my 2nd year in school, have clue no what semester cause I'm really all over the place!
• pindah-randahing quite a bit. Nothing I'm not used to. I have moved about... Jap kira dulu... about 4 and a half times.
• Duit masih unmanageable. Someone teach me.
• Seem to have gained weight.
• Cut my hair short! No decent picture of it yet. An acquaintance said, "you CUTTED your hair!"
• Keyboard of this laptop sot sot already. I suspect Izz being the culprit.
• I am a happier girl.

So I stumbled upon the 30-day blog challenge on Mag's blog...

Day 01: A picture of yourself with 10 facts.
Day 02: A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.
Day 03: A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04: A picture of your favourite night.
Day 05: A picture of your favourite memory.
Day 06: A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07: A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08: A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10: A picture of the person you do the most fucking up things with.
Day 11: A picture of something you hate.
Day 12: A picture of something you love.
Day 13: A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14: A picture of something you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16: A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18: A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19: A picture and a letter.
Day 20: A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
Day 21: A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22: A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23: A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24: A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25: A picture of your favorite day.
Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27: A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28: A picture of something you're afraid of.
Day 29: A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30: A picture of someone you miss.

And I'm gonna start....

Now!

Day 01: A picture of yourself with 10 facts.

Okay. Vain ka? Haha.

#1 I am almost always hungry.

#2 I am really sensitive to bulu kucing. Except Jojo's. Used to be okay with Bimbo, but not anymore.

#3 I am Brusunrunese. That's Brunei-Dusun-Murut-Chinese.

#4 Apparently my ears go red when I'm crying.

#5 You just cannot leave me waiting alone in a mall. I'm bound to spend my money.

#6 I function well last-minute. Though I must must must stop procrastinating (an every-year-new-year's-resolution).

#7 I only had my first concert on March 13th, which was Michael Buble's (so best!), which was courtesy of Cammie. And Cammie's parents. Who couldn't make it. Hoho. And also my second concert (Maroon5 woohmygoodness), a month later!

#8 I don't eat durian

#9 Sometimes I do judge a book by its cover. Literally.

#10 I was the lead rapper during my kindergarten days for a performance which was entitled "SAVE THE TURTLE!" (we were wearing silver shiny jumpers and we had TURTLE SHELLS on our back I still have pictures omg) I rap, yo. 'Sup.

Going good so far! Excited for next one. Heh!

Home.

2011-05-03T01:17:00.000+08:00

Question:

Shouldn't I be happier being here?

My heart and mind is really somewhere else.

10K

2011-04-04T11:56:00.000+08:00

Some girl randomly gave a guess and won Hitz.fm's Rock The Beat after so so long.

AND WON TEN THOUSAND TWO HUNDRED RINGGIT!!

The song was

Who would've known.

We all could use that money.

I cannot wait for this semester to be over, want the holidays to be here, want my brithday to come faster (and stay! - if only.)

I wonder how long a person can stay patient for. Or how long a person can stand another's inability to do certain things or perform to a certain level.

Rindu.

2011-03-24T21:06:00.001+08:00

Back then, at Tanjung Aru. I miss the beach.

Menstruating Cake Addict

2011-03-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

Now, who hates cake, angkat tangan! Ish. Apa lah.

I've been on a break for so long from blogging, I've gotten really bad at it I think. Sometimes I wish my brain could electromagnetically or uhm magically send waves to my blog to pen down my thoughts and feelings at the mo'. Cheh mau juga "at the mo", at the moment sudah la ba kan?

I really miss home.

I've got no stories to tell. Seriously.

But I do have a really lame joke to share!

What do you call a fish with no eye?

Fssssshhhhh.

Ally totally got angry over that riddle because she said, "a fish with no eye is blind". WHICH IS EVEN FUNNIER! *insert big laughter here*

I love you Jojo. Even though you attack my kaki secara tiba-tiba. Gigit me kadang-kadang when I'm trying to sayang-sayang you. Sleep in the cupboard and leave your bulu merata-rata. Spit your pills out. Pandai melawan. Pandai tampar orang. Play fetch then drop your toy halfway back. Wake us up by meowing loudly. Chew on my bunga. Cari penyakit. Take up space when people are trying to tidur. Drink out of my cup (which you just did about 2 seconds ago, thank you Cat I was thirsty). Sit on books/laptop when people are trying to read/buat kerja. Always trying to bunuh diri. Messing up the table when you think there's CICAK when really there's none. Eat bugs.

But your cuteness, hidung pink, silliness, manja-ness, your constant failed attempts to surprise us, and your ability to somewhat understand the both of us makes me love you always, if not more, nonetheless.

And to you.

How can I not love you.

I told you I've got no stories to tell. Thanks for reading anyway. I'll be more rajin and creative next time. Really.

With love,
Naz.

and Jojo!

Regina Ho.

2011-01-27T15:24:00.000+08:00

I miss you plenty.

I miss talking to you.

I miss laughing with you.

I miss hanging out with you.

I miss our comfortable silence.

I miss the "I know what you're thinking" moments.

Where are you Best Friend?

Cause its too funny.

2011-01-06T02:42:00.000+08:00

Enjoy! Hahaha.

(sengih)? (menangis)? hahaha!

YAU??? Hahahaha! Kemaluan? Ish ish iiissh.

Si Yau lagi. Hahahaha!

Happy Thursday! :)

Hello Twenty Eleven

2011-01-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Dear 2010,

You ended just yesterday.

Just yesterday it was still December.

You've been kind for most parts.

Exciting, naughty, sexy, wonderful, memorable.

But then again 2010...

You've been really mean to me.

So much tears, so much moodless days and nights.

But also then again...

I turned 21 in 2010 (21 in 21 minus the 00 okay not making sense, carry on)

Ini la bah kan patutnya a 21 year old should go through. Kan?

Tidak kah?

Ya bah kan?

Kan?

Nevertheless, I am thankful and glad for you 2010. You've taught me plenty.

Not sure whether I'll miss you, but I'll most definitely remember you. No doubt about it.

Hi 2011!

My name's Naz. Nice meeting you.

I greeted you with a small but FUN gathering at Tee's place.

We even sang a song for you.

Be kind to me this time 2011.

Kinder than your sibling before you. Be nicer, be stronger, be more exciting and memorable. I'd really appreciate it if you'd help me greatly in my studies dearest 2011. Oh and if you'd help make me less of a wimp and more of the SuperGirl that I am really supposed to be. (cheh cheh haha)

Be nicer to my family, and to my friends. Give them love, happiness, health and wealth. Teach them lessons in a less harsh way than 2010 did.

Provide us with smiles and laughters and memories to last a lifetime.

Make happy days last longer and painful upsetting ones past by faster.

Make money come by easier. Make shopping and eating more frequent. Hehe.

Provide us with more suns in the evenings cause us orang KK really miss the Tg Aru sunset.

I hope and I pray that you'll be kind to me 2011.

Insya-Allah, amin.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Love,

Naz

December 30th 2010

2010-12-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

Bila.

2010-12-26T18:31:00.002+08:00

Kenapa tidak boleh let go? Kenapa?

One minute you're telling me you can't forget, can't go by not seeing.

Another minute you're telling me how fucked up everything is, and its all nothing already.

But open your eyes and see. Listen to yourself. What are you doing?

What are you doing?

What good does it do being close when there's nothing. Tambah sakit seja, adalah.

Nobody's able to move on if nobody takes the first move to move on.

I WAS bad, I WAS mean for doing what I did. I never doubted that fact. NEVER.

What do I have to do to make you understand that I need to get away for you to recover. Being near to me won't do any good for either one of us.

I'm sorry la for doing it. I can't turn back time to undo my mistakes.

You can ask me all you want about why I did it, why must I move. I have no answer for you anymore. I've told you what I needed to tell you.

On days you go all angry, on some days you come to your senses. Clearly, so very clearly, I should be apart from you so that you'd be able to forget semuanya. Tapi you tidak mau. Macam mana?

Your friend pun suruh you go, my friend pun suruh I go.

I don't want to stay.

I don't want to.

I want to leave.

I do not feel easy and good staying around the same place as you. I don't feel good. I don't feel comfortable anymore. Why can't you see that.

Let me go.

Kenapa la I lemah. Kenapa la I stubborn sangat. F.

Make me happy.

2010-12-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

A tub of Cadbury Caramello ice cream.
The comforts of my home in Tg Aru.
The breeze of the beach in the evening.
Jojo sitting/sleeping quietly - NOT on my book, NOT biting.
Izzarif.
Mummy.
December 13th.
Plock!
Being around friends.
Cake.
Swing swing swing.
Music, singing, and dancing.
Bimbo sleeping on my bed while I do my thing.
The piano.
A stroll around the park.
Exams over.
Kota Kinabalu.
A good good good cry.
Some understanding.
No hating.
No anger.
A big hearty laugh till sakit perut.
Singing and dancing to Beyonce's Sweet Dreams.
Kite flying, frisbee throwing.
Camwhoring.

I'm alright, but I really think I could be better.
I can't wait to go home.

Penat.

2010-12-02T18:02:00.000+08:00

Okeh.

Exam next week (woohoo).

Trouble concentrating, trouble understanding, trouble trying to find the will to open the book and start reading. When will I ever learn?

Bila la mau let me be who I wanna be, let me do what I wanna do?

Trying to understand

2010-11-27T18:12:00.000+08:00

Everything happens for a reason.

I'm human. I make mistakes. I'm allowed to make mistakes, cause I am only human. At least I realise.

Kan?

Tidak?

There are two sides to every story. Cuba dengar dua dua side dulu. Baru judge.

I do salah ada sebab dia. Maybe the way I do/handle it is wrong. Tapi like I said la kan, I'm only human. I don't possess super powers, I am not strong, I am in fact sangat weak. The only thing I can do is try to put myself in other people's shoes. Try to understand how and what they feel. Kalau boleh, I want to do whatever that makes semua happy. Tapi masalah dia tidak boleh. Whatever I wanna try to do, nobody wins. I lagi la don't win.

I kadang-kadang mau juga think for myself. Mau juga do things for ME. Bukan mau selalu, kadang-kadang only. Once twice. Tidak la sampai everyday. I'm not selfish all the time.

Kalau I boleh snap my fingers make it all better kan bagus.

Kalau I boleh jadi macam Hermione and do the 'Obliviate' spell kan bagus.

Yes. I admit. I admit 1000 percent yang I buat salah. I said sorry. Let's all move on la kan. It can't be fixed anyway. No matter how everyone tries, it can't be fixed. The hole is too big to be patched.

I can only try to make things better. But I cannot do it alone. Cannot. Cannot. Cannot.

I sendiri don't understand myself.

Macam mana la tu?

What's in my heart Dia seja tau.

2010-11-22T01:35:00.002+08:00

hiatus.

Deaf and Blind

2010-11-02T20:12:00.000+08:00

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched.

They must be felt within the heart.

- Helen Keller

2010-10-12T01:25:00.001+08:00

if only.

if only i could have it my way.

if only snapping my fingers could solve everything.

if only.

Ahh, salmon skin roll

2010-09-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

From favourite episode of F.R.I.E.N.D.S: The One With the Unagi

Ada lagu favourite baru sekarang. Sebab lyrics dia bikin aww.

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfects what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
'Cause you know I'll say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars

You don't think it's aww? Kay fine. Tia apa.

Oh and ta-da! LOVE. Kalau boleh mau beli satu kedai. Tapi, I'm not that tamak. I think? Hahaha. Tunggu la, nanti saya beli tu laptop punya apa tu... sleeve?

Yes, Hana begini la, anything colourful/berbunga/berbutterfly/cantik/cute I instantly tertarik. Macam budak kecil.

My lecturer calls my pencil case yang before this pretty one "The Doraemon Pencil Case" sebab semua benda ada dalam! Well almost everything. But this new one got a lot of space! Still can fit more pens, even though currently my pens banyak gila mau mati.

Alright.

So kunun banyak masa la lagi mau buat assignment? TIDAK! Damn. Keh, mari kita sama-sama kira aa berapa banyak assignments.

Kira jap.

Ada lah, around sepuluh? Very good, Naz, very good.

Hari ni punya post no motive. Saja only, since ada internet connection, not sleepy (NOT sleepy... :/), and mau show off pencil case baru. Hehe.

Oh oh! Jojo update: She macam besar. Like growing so quickly... Tadi dia playing with her bulu-bulu toy with me. Then she was jumping la, pastu jump jump tiba-tiba a loud "DEBUK!". She jatuh and terhempas her badan on the carpet. Kesian! I think she was in pain kejap, sebab dia diam pastu macam lemah. SEKEJAP only la, around 4-5 minutes. Sekarang hyper balik pusing2 around the chair lompating on Lexie the Laptop and gigiting whatever that is gigitable. Bila kau mau besar Jojo. Berak pun salah aim.

I'm pretty pleased with the outcome of my 3rd roll of film:

My hair long already kan?

Okay la, tidur lah. I love you and miss all of y'all! :(

P/S: Pinjam Katy Perry Cotton Candy Yummy Yummy please! Get well soon okay Ally!

Lift Me Up

2010-09-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

Ini dia, Kucing terclingy di dunia...

Ini lepas meow meow meow. Dia meow saaaaaaaaaampai penat and tertidur macam tu lah.

So I again mau tambah, Jojo is:

A light sleeper. You move a bit or make the slightest noise she'll be awake.
Cannot sleep without human touch. CANNOT. I tried moving my hand/foot/paha/arm away, she woke up! Instantly.
Misbehaves when I'm alone at home with her.
Possibly gay.
Purrs really loud.
Gete! Sangat. Ee Jojo siapa ajar you jadi gete.

Bila kau mau besar Jojo bilaaa?!

Bee-Tee-Double you, Christina's Lift Me Up is a very nice song. I like. You like or not? Try you listen first. Try you try...

Hari tu Raya kan.

Mummy Nenek, Me , Kakak at Kg Air, Kudat

"Aduh pening saya punya kepala," Si Izz bilang

Naj, Rianah, Me, Jasmine at Uncle Amir's, Keningau

Rianah, Kakak Lily, Me at err Rumah Aunty Tayung yang WHOAA!

All in the Family! :)

Oma and Little Syabil. Look! He's smiling :D

My long lost twin muah! :* Manada sama bah.

I ran out of ideas. Wait for me! Oh! Yes, I was trying to look for it in French and I did so yay! It's just the sweetest thing, really. Even manis-er in French.

Car vois-tu, chaque jour, je t'aime davantage,
Aujourd'hui plus qu'hier et bien moins que demain

Nanti I belajar pronounce. Then I say to you. Okay?

Okay bye buat kerja! HUARGH!

Big big big big heavy heart to you you you you for reading :) next time read again.

PMS

2010-09-15T09:59:00.000+08:00

Okay I'm not in a very happy state.

I want to go home to kelupis and rendang and pineapple tarts and honey joys.

I want to go home to Bimbo/Jojo.

I want to go home to my bed and sleep.

I feel like crying. I think that'll make me feel better.

Emosi betul oh ish.

Really, I rasa in my badan now rasa sangat depressed.

Like I could really use a tub of Cadbury Caramello Ice Cream.

Yesterday okay seja pun.

Not a very good time for PMS, since I had to leave home.

See, I'm being weird, I don't blog like this.

I miss you banyak banyak. Cepat lah cepat. My best source of laughter faster come! :(

Oh!

2010-09-08T11:30:00.000+08:00

What would I do without you.

HUAAAARGGHH!

Today singing Balik Kampung. But in a very sad and nervous tone.

Okay my fault? Yes my fault. I'm sorry :(

God giving me very big dugaan before Eid. Okay not la big but big la... hmm.

Salam Syawal everyone!

Gaps Between Classes

2010-09-07T11:58:00.001+08:00

Okay.

Buat in numbering la senang.

I AM SORRY for poking your eye. SORRY! Like really I tia sengaja. But I had a good laugh. Not because I poke your eye la but because it happened the way it did. Adui. Funny. Okay.
I shall be rajin and bring my laptop to class every Tuesday
Monday morning class is dry.
I will stand up for what is right. Doraemon doesn't have ears because it was bitten by rats.
I'm going back to KK tomorrow! Balik kampung oh oh oh balik kampung!
I want to make my pumpkin cake, my honeyjoys, choco chip cookies, err melting moments? Yummm.
I miss Izz.
I wonder what Jojo is doing now. Sorry I kurung you meowmeow.
There is such thing as the Angau Bercinta Club. Mau join?
Assignments sudah banyak, tapi lama lagi baru send. I have a month.
I want to go to the beach. No no, island.
Lepas ni class public speaking. Malas. :|
Okay time to go to class!

Hi! My name is Jojo...

2010-09-06T11:41:00.000+08:00

Thanks Ally for the photo. And Jojo.

Jojo Gaga the cat. Itu full name dia by the way. Jojo Gaga. Berhabis cakap nama dia tia ngam Jojo. Ngam ba. Cute kan Jojo! Ini baru la eyeliner kucing.

Jojo goes crazy when I put her in her rumah (cage). She knows where to pee n poop (clever Jojo). She suka lari lari then terlicin. If Jojo could run with two feet she would, cause when she runs her front legs macam... terangkat angkat (silly Jojo). She attacks anything that moves. She chases her tail (catdog, catdo-og). she climbs up your body and starts licking your face (Jojo the dog?). She's traumatized if left alone (sorry Jojo I had to leave you in the car while I go makan). She needs human touch to go to sleep.

Bimbo I still love you.

Jojo's going to pet hotel for Raya. Minta pujiiii. Haha.

Sorry SuperGirl, I've been neglecting you for awhile.

Cinta Hati

2010-08-09T16:26:00.000+08:00

I love you little boy.

You are Twenty-One!

2010-08-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

Dearest

ALLY

(I'm sorry I couldn't find a nicer Green!)

I'll never forget:

The day you fell down on the ground just to get mee hoon from me! Ketawa me satu orang kalau ingat balik. Hahaha!
The first time I went shopping with you and you laughed at all my choices! How dare you!
The day we had accident on the way to 1Utama. Tulah, gatal mau jalan-jalan during exam.
The time you were staring at Lisa and Rachel.
That your favourite colour is Green!
That you HATE tuna. Just like Bimbo.
Your senyum biut! Muahaha!
That you like to say "That's what you call loooooooove, Hana"
That you're a great friend (and more)
Your BIG LOUD HAPPY FULL laugh. Kalau dengar seja "Ally la tu".
July 19th!
The Eyemo incident hahaha!
The way you can suddenly terdiam.
That time that you apologized for being noisy, but couldn't stop explaining yourself.
The way you boleh tukar-tukar style bercakap - depending who you're with.
Your last birthday celebration last year.
When I was walking to the car exactly a year ago and you say my perut buncit!
You like eating at Cozy Corner.
That you think berbuka puasa di Chili's is kafir. Fine, you pick a place!
How you're scared to drive.
Your birthday is on August the third!

Zaman Batu. Your hair and mine still short!

You do not look fat!

Though you've to spend your birthday going to class, berkawad kaki, sakit badan, sakit kaki... I hope you have a greeaaatt day nonetheless.

May He shower you with good health, wealth, joy, happiness, success, laughter, happy tears, confidence, love (and plenty of it), more imaginations, more power, fun, more trips to Penang, a trip to KK (or TRIPS to KK), and plenty of sunshine and smiles.

You'll grow to be who you want to be, and you'll be the best. Trust me!

Here's to you.

Happy 21st Birthday Ally!

I love you!

XOXO,

Hana yang sexy and hot :D

Utopia!

2010-08-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

Cammie, i curi-ed from Facebook okee? hehe.

When's our next dancing session? Same place same time this coming week?

"Never felt happier to say hi." :)

I'm Cute?! Aww thanks!

2010-07-31T19:44:00.000+08:00

Ba ya la, muntah la kalau you rasa have to :P

::Apa nama blog kamu dan kenapa letak nama tu?

SuperGirl! Sebab. "I'm SuperGirl, and I'm here to save the world, and I wanna know, who's gonna save me!" Okay la, that song inspired me (cheh mau juga inspired) to name it SuperGirl. I'm a girl, and I'm super. Woohoo! Hehe.
::Bila blog anda mula beroperasi?
Do you really expect me to find out? Haha. Erm late 2008 I think. Well before this I was at Xanga.

::Siapa follower pertama anda?
Oh can check ka? Haha.
::Ucapan kepada pemberi award
Dear Magnut, Thank you! Hehe. With love, Hanyut. Hahaha. Thanks Mag! Bila lagi kita mau pigi makan malam yang service dia bagus sikit?
::Tag 9 orang yang anda rasa patut dapat award ni

To ALL bloggers cause people who blog all are cute people. Mmkay. Okay. Malas ba mau tag orang sebenarnya, so if you think YOUR blog is CUTE? Then... nah! *gives you award*

Anyway,

Hari tu kan, the ladies of the house kena suruh "clean up the attic". Dengan malasnya woke up early and went upstairs. I have to say, it was quite enjoyable. Had boxes and boxes of old stuff. I found:

Plenty of buku latihan, which...byk homework tia kasi siap! Haha. Biasa lah, malas.
Buku nota matematik si WLL! Yai maths pun mau buku nota. Oh ini buku nota selalu updated aa. Si WLL bising ba nanti
Kertas-kertas exam! All my birthdays always during exams. And I saw my markah-markah. Dui dogo.
My English essay for exam entitled "She Cried at Number Five", which I must put it up one day.
Untouched revision books. Heh. Like clean berabis. Tullis nama pun tiada.

And a "comic book" which I made in the year 1999. I was what, 10? Had very ugly handwriting and my drawing macam bodoh only (wait till you see Grandma). But punya la I ketawa. It's pretty embarrassing but what the hell. I thought I'd make someone laugh juga.

Comic Book.
Little ~~red~~ black oops I meant red riding hood.
*signature*

Grandpa: Once upon a time, there was a girl called Little Yellow Riding Hood
Girl: No! Red Riding Hood

okay bidanya lukisan macam mau mati only

Grandpa: Oh yes; of course, Red Riding Hood. Well, one day her mother called and said "Little Green Riding Hood--"
Little Red Riding Hood (LRRH): RED!
*cancel cancel cancel*

Mother: Sorry! Red. Now my child, go to Aunt Mary and take her these potatoes.
LRRH: NO! It doesn't go like that. Go to Grandma and take her these cakes!
Grandpa: All right. So the little girl went off and she met a girraffe,

1. Mother was apparently only wearing panties
2. The cakes look like sandcastles yang hampir roboh.
3. I spelled giraffe wrongly! Bahaha!
4. My girraffe/giraffe looks evil and only has 3 kaki!
5. AUNT MARY?!

Girl: What a mess you're making of it! It was a wolf!!
Grandpa: And the wolf said
Wolf: What's 6X8?

1. Garangnya the cucu with the Grandpa
2. My wolf. WTF.
3. Funny kan! Haha. Kay. Sorry.

LRRH: No! No! The wolf asked her where she was going.
Grandpa: And so he did. And Little Green Riding Hood said--
Girl: Red! Red! RED! *kembang marah*

Grandpa: She replied *lukis arrow*
LRRH: I'm going to buy some tomatoes from the market.
LRRH: No, She said I'm going to my grandma's house. I'm lost.

Makin lama makin bida si Red. Buat speech bubble pun alang-alang punya size.

Grandpa: Of course, and the horse said, --
(HORSE)
LRRH: What horse? It was a wolf!
Wolf: Take the 75 bus, get out at the main square, turn right and ~~first dorway~~ at the first doorway, you will find three steps...

Oh kuda, sorry I dunno how to lukis horse.
And as you can see, ketara malas sudah mau melukis. Wolf punya kaki entah like what.

LRRH: ?
Wolf: Leave the steps where they are, but pick up the coin you'll find lying on them, and buy yourself a packet of chewing gum.

WOLF TIADA HIDUNG! And got bibir? Huh?

LRRH: Grandpa, you're terrible!
GRANDMA!!!: But all the same, I wouldn't mind some chewing gum.

Grandma looks like a zombie, jari tia cukup, WHAT THE FISH are those curly little things on her head, hidung scary, and she looks like she's sewn to her baju.

So yeah.

See, kici kici pun pandai merepek sudah. So memang we can ba merepek together if you want.

Funny ka?

I thought it was pretty clever of me :p

Bah... What do you expect kan, I was only 10! Ten! Minta maaf la tulisan and lukisan tu terlalu lah bida. I pun tia sanggup mau tingu!

Check out A.D.D's Usher Medley Cover! Probably not the best tapi vocalist punya suara OH MYYY. Jatuh cinta! Dengan suara seja. Muka dia tia clear. Hahaha.

Happy weekend everyone!

SuperGirl and her Toy Camera

2010-07-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

Rungus/Kadus Handicrafts near bridge walkway at Segama

Thara and Grace during the mini reunion

Mummy and her funny face! Heehee! And the very wangi bunga she said to "ambil gambar dari bawah"

All taken with love using the Golden Half Chelsea Maika edition + Holga 12s colour flash. Heh. Ya, memang kebaruan pun. Jadi, kenapa lah? :)

Still trying to figure out how dark is too dark for the camera. But anticipating the results is exciting.

Nah, Ally, you wanted to see pictures kan?

SuperGirl is happy :]

Don't Mind Me

2010-07-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Rihanna - Wait Your Turn

Mau juga kan put currently listening to. Minta puji betul. Haha!

Kau tingu ni budak. Orang busy talking on the phone!

I feel miserable! Macam perempuan pregnant suda cukup nine months tapi baby belum keluar keluar. It's almost that case, 'cept it's my period. I KNOW it's coming. TAPI MANA KAU?!

Btw, have you girls noticed how many potential "babies" you've let your pads serap? (okay eww)

I've "thrown away" 96 eggs. Assuming there aren't any missed periods.

Okay, why am I talking about this again?

Anywho,

I'm tired of

Kena suruh-suruh. Is there no such thing as PLEASE anymore?
All the tahi kucing on the driveway. Damn you kucing sebelah.
My late period
Craving for Yogurberry and ice cream oh myyy.
The hujan petang-petang. Cause I want Tanjung Aru's sunset!
Bimbo's minta puji-ing tia mau makan n pilih makanan! BIMBO!! (I still love you)
The ituuuu seja shows on Fox
Cooking! Everyday! (If only they'll accept nasi and telur dadar haha!)
Waiting for August to come!
Being tired. Bleugh.

I want my own Minion. I'll name it... Steve.

By far the cutest movie. Hahaha! Because of the Minions.

And...

Three blind mice! Thara paling ngam, Cammie mabuk, I'm a happy blind mouse

I love you my Melalak Buddies!

Okay, till next time!

You're damn right it's the perfect crime!

Okay, fine.

2010-07-04T01:35:00.000+08:00

Satu satu team yang I was hoping to succeed selowwwlee saying goodbye. (Did I curse them or something?)

Four must be Germany's favourite number or something.

But oh well, now, GERMANY FOR THE WORLD CUP!

Sorry Messi :(

Muka yang very cute. Haha! Picture from Topnews.

Tadi mau blog pasal something. Tapi. Lupa sudah. Plus. It's time for 12-5! ;)

On the twelve-th day of May...

2010-06-27T17:43:00.001+08:00

Okay, if I don't upload orang lain geram. Jadi, nah. :) *picture heavy post*

Okay so my sayangs fail-surprised me with yum yum cheesecake which said "21st", "<3 u" and ":D vote!!"

-_-"

Birthday girl no need to do anything hehehe. Pika pasang lilin for me!

All pinky with the pinky shirt and my pinky WINNIE THE POOH party hat.

"If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you" -Pooh :)

So what were you thinkin' getting me a Winnie the Pooh party hat!

My Pika :)

I sayang you both for bringing me my first birthday cake of the day! :D

And then at night, TADA! Kakak brought back another cake. Yummy... Blueberry cheese cake.

With Mummy dearest. We matching la Mummy blue-blue ;) Do I look like her?

The laydehhss of the house!

And then Abang Shaun balik after I already blow candles :P Oh, my birthday we were busy preparing for Abang Nafiq's wedding so my Auntie was there too! Papa was M.I.A. Haha. No la, in Kudat working.

Tu ja actually. Hahaha. Happy birthday ME! :D :D :D

OH and...

I'm pretty sure y'all have seen these things around di kedai kedai. (Taken at Subang Parade, and there's a reason I'm posting this.) Wait for it...

********

*****

***

HAHAHA! Sama kan! I literally LOL-ed when I saw them like this and told them to sit still to take a picture. Totally made my day. Thara paling ngam, Pika nda buli tahan ketawa! Manada patung tudung ada gigi Pika! They LOLed too okay! I love you both :)

Okay. So that was my birthday.

Tonight Germany vs England. I wanna say GO ROONEY! But Germany will kick ass. I think. I dunno.

Tomorrow? Confession. You say I tia berani? Hmph you tunggu ****!

;)

Dear God,

2010-06-22T16:34:00.001+08:00

Dear God,

~~I totally forgot about wanting to sedekah on my 21st birthday. But I will, I will~~! *edit! Already did, yay!

21 things to be thankful for

Family. From my parents to my siblings, grandparents, right to my nieces and nephews. And cucus? I'll be honest; I have wished for some things to be different, but I'm certainly thankful nonetheless. Believe me I am!
Friends. Best friends, close friends, new friends, old friends, childhood friends, used-to-be-very-close friends, Frenemies, ahh what would the world be without them. "Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things" Anon.
My brain and my heart! They balance out my senses (at least I think they do), and it's keeping me alive!
The gift of BOOKS. Gone were the days when 'reading' was just something I would list down as a hobby while filling in kamurang punya "otograf". Books really are presents you can open again and again.
The gift of (as Seha would say) MA-WA-ZA-YAK* or music! 'Nuff said. *MA-WA-ZA-YAK is supposed to be "muzik" spelled in Jawi. This happened I think 6 Years ago during kelas Agama di bengkel!
Colours. What is the world without it?
The beautiful sunrises and sunsets. What can be more beautiful than watching the big ball of fire rise atop Mount Kinabalu and set on the horizon of Tanjung Aru beach. Which also brings me to...
Beaches. Islands and beaches. The sea, islands and beaches. White sand, clear blue sea, islands and beaches. I remember Ustazah saying that if there's one thing that we should praise God for is the Sea and how luas and amazing it is.
BAHASA SABAH! Besa la baitu kan kalau urang Sabah. Best ba! Banyak jenis expression, the word "Bah" itself has plenty of meanings.
Food. Ohehmjee ohehmjee. I find that I live to eat. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing if you know what I mean.
My height. Okeh I know I'm not tall. And certainly being tall has it's perks - long legs wah so pretty kunun, taller people look nice in dresses, taller people can reach things that shorties can't. But! Un-tall people like me have the chance of making other people look down on you (literally) and shock the tuut out of them. Un-tall people don't look like they're about to tumbang if they wear high heels. Un-tall people are cute. Un-tall people can still think tall. Haha.
My house. I love how close it is to places. Especially the beach. Heh.
Technology! Need I say more?
Times Square. Berjaya Times Square I mean. Sebab... well. Cheapooo clothes?
SEGi University College Kota Damansara (SUCKD). I know it sucks (SUCKD!), but I've learnt plenty and met some pretty people I'm sure I'll never forget!
The Wedding (the novel). That book is just. Oh. I shall read it again and laugh again, and cry again, love again. It's just the sweetest. Please don't turn it into a movie!
Water.
My body size. Although I always bising I cannot cari size baju or jeans. But! I can eat whatever I like. Neh :p I like that I'm small. Small is cute. Kan Pika kaaan?
Bimbo the cat. Oh Bimbo, you so silly and you make me have allergies but I love you so!
Justin Timberlake, Orlando Bloom, Jericho Rosales, Agnes Monica, Hero Jaejoong, Katherine Moennig, Reza/Pierre Andre, Sarah Shahi, Pierce Brosnan (noone is a hotter 007), Brad Pitt, David Beckham. Boleh ka?
Me, my life. :)

Alhamdulillah.

What are you thankful for?

Magnified

2010-06-05T01:03:00.000+08:00

*GASP* Gigi besi!

Haha, my dearest, I LOVE this picture of you.

Shall update on the wedding, birthday, and trip soon enough.

As of right now, I need to get some goooood snooze cause I have a feeling - I'm gonna be waking up early to go to the tamu to buy sayur! Whee!

Not.

Travis McCoy says, and I agree

2010-06-03T13:43:00.001+08:00

image taken from pmoney.blogspot.com

"I wanna be a billionaire, so freaking bad"

Who's with me *wink*

Waitaminnit!

Does he mean he wants to be a billionaire so bad, or he wants to be a billionaire that is bad?

Happy Friday!

2010-05-21T18:11:00.000+08:00

Okay, I promised I would after my birthday. Sorry for not being more enthusiastic about it. Ngeh. :P

1. I had a great birthday day. Tho no fanciful parties or super big presents, I felt the love of any 21-year-old could ever ask for!

Greeted with a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOUU from mummy awal pagi pukul 7. Once she was done singing she said "Okay mari pigi tamu!". Gawwwd. But it's okay. :)
at 10-ish I unfortunately picked up a phone call (calling the house) which sounded really familiar. The voice was saying "Hello?" I said, "Hello?" and she said "Hello?" I said, "Ya?" then *hang up*
I checked the caller ID had the number 016-8*****9. Which I was confused by because I really know the number. Then I called again and a guy answered "Hello? Di mana ni?" I said, "Di Tanjung Aru, siapa ni?" he said "Oh sorry sala number"
I almost believed??
And just as I was about to text the person who called earlier I saw a red car pass. Then the red car kunun mau park di rumah sebelah tapi I was curious so I went outside to look cause the car is a very familiar looking car you see.
And TADA! Just as they were about to keluar from the krita I saw Pika's (pula) surprised face that their surprise tidak jadi! Haha!
Thara came out the car together with Pika carrying a cake and one party hat singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOUUU aww you two so sweet <3
Then we had my first 21st Birthday cake together! Yummm!

Pictures to be uploaded soon! Especially of one with patung tudung!

Off to Ip Man 2 with the familia!

(I belum watch Ip Man 1, how?)

Hi SuperGirl

2010-05-11T14:11:00.000+08:00

I promise with my ~~coming of age~~ 21st anniversary of my kelahiran tomorrow:

I will blog more!

You just wait.

Happy 21st Birthday to me! Yay!

Siapa Mau Tingu FIFA 2010 for FREE!

2010-04-13T15:29:00.000+08:00

Nampak ka? Yang besar-besar tu nampak kan. Yang kici buli tingu? Kalau tidak nampak, dia bilang...

What you have to do to take part?

Grab ONE (ingat dia bilang ONE seja) friend to make a team (2 persons max)
Shoot a video* of a youth giving their opinion of their favourite NST article of the day. It can be a friend or a stranger (but Mummy said don't talk to strangers? Talk seja, mau pigi ka tida?!), but they must be under 35 years old.
Upload the video on YouTube and post the link on http://youthsays.com/NST

How to win?

Upload as many videos as you want. The winning team will be the one with the most diverse set of youths (means ambil la banyak banyak video of MCI - Melayu Cina India, KaDus, Iban, Dayak, Rungus, Barunai, Pilak pun kalau pandai baca news, apa lagi sia miss?) and opinions across all videos.
The videos do not have to be 'fancy' either. The opinions matter!

When will the winners be announced?

Your videos will be screened at YOUTH'10, Malaysia's largest youth festival, and the winners will be announced on May 30, 2010.

Terms and conditions

Opening date: 12 April 2010
Closing date: 25 April 2010
Team members cannot be older than 35 years old
The youth in the video who comments on their favourite NST article of the day must be under 35 years old
The youth must also hold/show the NST in the shot
Each video must be under 1 minute (bah, jan lebih-lebih aa)

Mau join, tapi...naah. I lack the diligence and enthusiasm.

But if you need a team member I know someone who'll be willing. *koff* Ahem ahem. :D

Bye!

Oh boy

2010-04-12T16:42:00.000+08:00

I wonder why.

1. Controlling
1. Nombor satu merajuk
1. Nombor satu pemarah
4. Can be so embarrassing
5. Overprotective
6. Makes rash decisions
7. Can be inconsiderate
8. Can be so teda-teda
9. Irrational
10. Not a gentleman
11. Makes you frown
12. Makes you so geram till you wanna cry

But I constantly remind myself. Shelter, food, my 1st camera, my 1st n 2nd laptop, money, everything here n there.

So I should be grateful, kan?

Yes I should.

Nazie there are worse things than this. SMILE! Smile all, smile :)

lookie!

2010-04-01T15:18:00.003+08:00

Those are ACTUAL buildings okay!

Get your own here: http://www.geogreeting.com/main.html

2010-03-24T14:39:00.001+08:00

Gotta rethink my steps.

Semua benda pun perlu duit

2010-03-22T16:26:00.002+08:00

1. Di sini mungkin jarang lah, tapi di KK merata-rata you have to pay for JAMBAN. Duaplusin lah at least kan.

2. Dulu-dulu kalau minta air suam diurang tia charge kan? Skarang mau minum air masak di kadai pun around RM0.20 - RM1.00

3. Mau pigi kerja cari duit puuun have to guna duit for transportation. Minyak, tambang and what not.

4. Kalau sakit, sometimes minum air and get lots of sleep is not enough anymore. At least mau beli panadol chikitteckaun or pergi doctor.

5. Pasal JAMBAN lagi, suda la they charge you to masuk, mau tisu pun bayar. Splusin untuk tisu tandas duaplusin for yang tisu biasa tu.

6. Mau timbang berat pun duaplusin.

7. Mana mau bayar bill bill or reload.

8. Nah, untuk hidup, have to buy makanan. Not getting any cheaper, you know?

9. Kalau accident tarbang la duit.

10. Mau belajar pun lagi la have to ada duit. Mahal kan education, tapi what you get after succeeding pun mahal juga, jadi, don't give up okay! :)

10.5. Mau cari kerja also need money.

11. Sometimes Astro di rumah tu tia cukup. Mau juga ba kan once in a while keluar-keluar hirup udara kurang segar. Pigi tingu movie ka, jalan-jalan cari makan ka, jalan-jalan buang masa ka, buang duit ka...

12. Balik rumah (rumah yang rumah) pun have to fly, and we are not birds. So it's obviously not free. Even though itu AirAsia bilang 'FREE TICKET' tapi still juga have to pay airport tax. So it's not free.

13. Lama-lama oxygen have to pay...? :/

Mahalnya mau hidup. But then again, you can't put a price on life.

YANG PENTING, yang sia mau cakap sebenarnya...

Yes, semua benda pun mau duit.

Tapi yang bikin meradang sekarang is why...

Graduation.

I have to PAY to bring guests? Shouldn't it be like...free for parents or whomever two guests you bring? Like only pay for additional guests?

Isn't it enough that they have to FLY here? SEGi, are you forgetting that some of your students don't come from West Malaysia and we can't drive across the sea? (Inilah masa dia kan to take money)

If do somewhere else I could probably understand, tapi ini di MPH yang bida kau tu? Okay la, not la bida telampau tapi not so special. Parking's gonna be a total NIGHTMARE.

Hari biasa pun orang berparking di luar.

Apakah?

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Nevertheless, I'll make the best of the day. Even though rehearsals are on the day itself. Like stengah jam before. Haha.

Maaf, campur-campur my bahasa. Never mind ba kan? ;)

Squeezing for a Cause

2010-03-19T13:54:00.003+08:00

See the Lemon on the left?

All you gotta do is squeeze it!

Help stop sex trafficking of children and young people.

Start squeezing those lemons, or better yet, get that widget to donate more! :)

Bodyshop - Turning Lemon into LemonAid.

Go on. Click it!

Cuti-cuti!

2010-03-05T14:17:00.004+08:00

Tioman Island

Langkawi

Penang

Mabul

Bandung

Bali

Krabi

Ya, saya memang suka pasir-pasir and laut-laut (even though I don't swim that well but who cares, it's the BEACH!)

One day, all of those sister.

Lain kali post yang snow-snow pula.

Too cute!

2010-03-03T11:15:00.002+08:00

see more

Reminds me of Shillie!

Cantik oh

Pi. Teehee!

so pretty you don't want to eat it

So very colourful!

Matryoshka!

and banyak lagi.

Part of the Cheezburger team: Epicute ♥♥♥~

Now I feel like baking cookies.

You look a little pale

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teehee!

Curi tulang? Bukan... Taking a break ba ni. :p

I want to

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post about something ... well someone... that I really rally care about.

Wait.

2:286

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On no soul doth Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns. (Pray:) “Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget or fall into error; our Lord! Lay not on us a burden Like that which Thou didst lay on those before us; Our Lord! Lay not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Blot out our sins, and grant us forgiveness. Have mercy on us. Thou art our Protector; Help us against those who stand against faith.”

-Al-Baqara (The Cow) 2:286

He is Most Forgiving.

On the radio today

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They were playing a clip of the night before's American Idol Hollywood week auditions. The song was "(You Make Me Feel) A Natural Woman"

You know the song where it goes you make me feel, youuu make me feel, you make me feel like a natural womaaan

And JJ and Ean were talking about tips for Valentine's.

JJ: You have to make the woman feel natural
Ean: What, you mean like give her orange juice without sugar??

LOLOLOLOL!

It may be lame to you but damn it I laughed like crazy alone in the car.

Suddenly I thought about the cicak joke. HAHAHAHA

If Baby Could

2010-02-06T10:59:00.005+08:00

Inay!

Inay, my birthday is next week. I'm very excited Inay, it's my first birthday! But why won't you be home? Mama said lama lagi baru I get to see you. Does that mean I'm not getting a birthday present from you Inay? I won't get to have my cute handsome face and dashing smile taken photos of? But Inay, I'll be sad that you won't be home for my first birthday.

Oma and Grampa always bring me to their room and make me 'walk' Inay. Why aa? I've always been able to walk ba Inay, but just that day they got so excited to see me start walking without stumbling. Kenapa they so happy Inay? They can walk too, why aren't they clapping their hands and saying "yay, clever boy!" to everyone who can walk?

Papa likes to make noises with his feet and use long sticks to beat things. Nanay will be so irritated of that noise but kan Inay, I like it. I shake my head along with the beat and then that day as i was shaking shaking I bumped my head on the bed! But I didn't cry (I cried a little) cause I'm a strong boy right Inay?

Mama says we're going to go fly to see you and Uncle Nafiq. I'm going to have another Aunt? More people to hold me and play with me???? I can't wait to get on the big thingy that flies. Mama said I have to be a good boy and sit still. How can I, Inay, it's going to be my first time!

Inay, where are Aunty Thara, Aunty Pika and Babu Shafa? Nobody's been singing with me, I really miss singing with them. Everytime I go "Aaaaaaaaaa" nobody else goes "Aaaaaaaaa" with me. And I've always wanted me to meet Aunty Reggie but I never dapat jumpa...

One more thing Inay, why isn't Bimbo happy to see me? I greet her with a happy HIIIIII everytime I see her. She always looks scared! I don't think I'm scary...maybe she's just shy.

Inay I miss you! I'm sure you miss me too :) I love you Inay! Wish you were home...

Love,

Muhammad Izzarif bin Mohd Shaun Yazeed or Arif or Izzy.

P/S: Inay, I can run now! Can you imagine the excitement of everyone here at home?

I miss you Izz!

Floccinaucinihilipilification

2010-01-21T22:18:00.006+08:00

That, btw, is the longest non-medical word in English which means "the act of estimating as worthless"

The longest LONGEST word in English is about 1000+ letters long. Damn.

I was driving to 1U today and I suddenly thought of animals that can't walk/swim/fly/jump/slither backwards. Two animals for sure,

Kangaroo!

Emu!

But, I've never seen:

Snails slither (?) backwards

Worms crawl backwards (or can they? If they're blown up by weapons they do fly ke belakang haha)

Bunnies Rabbits Hares hop backwards *so cute!!!*

Hmm.

It's February on Monday, new month, new beginnings... Watch out world. (Echecheh)

Tap, tap, flick!

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If you're a fan of these games...

L-R: DDR a.k.a Dance Dance Revolution, Guitar Hero, Rock Band, Tap Tap Revenge for IPod Touch, and the eversoclassic PaRappa the Rapper!

Then you might just like:

Rhythm Paradise is not your average rhythm-coordination game. It's more of a rhythm-attention-speed game. What it truly is, is a less graphic, a much more simple (while being quite challenging to get 'Perfect') tap tap and flick game to cute characters as well as really catchy cartooney beats.

I don't know why its aged 3+ and above, I would be worried that a child that age would break the DS screen!

There are 40 stages altogether plus 10 more being the Remix stages. Its like...once you've learned all the ways to tap & flick to different songs, the remix comes - with no practise as a reminder of how to tap or flick!

What gets the game addictive and going is the situations they put you in - alien shooting, farmer picking up beets and kicking away moles, you being a monkey as an audience of a concert, and even as ducks in the military! Sure tapping and flicking may seem a tad bit redundant, but to hell with redundancy... you're gonna get hooked.

Though no popular songs as they would have in Elite Beat Agents (graphics also not manga-like; as you'll see later its very kiddy and cutesy), things like "Yeah, yeah, yeah" or "Peck your beak!" would definitely get stuck in your head after putting the game down.

This character is "You" from the Glee Club stage. Cute kan?

This stage is I forgot what, but you've to fill up the robots with just the right amount of oil

DOO-WUP DOO-WUP DOOOOOOO-WUP

Aww look, it's the Love Lizards!

What better way to show how to play than a video. :D Toodles people! Go get Rhythm Paradise!

Feliz Navidad!

2009-12-25T00:19:00.005+08:00

freefoto.com

Merry Christmas everyone! Happy opening presents and having yummyscrumpelicious dinners. Mmm~

Okay, looks like I have a week left before returning to "home". Oh well, sometimes you just gotta do whatchu gotta do. Partly wanting to be back there, but for most parts wanting to be just right here. Sigh.

Was having a talk with who ah the other day. Was it Thara and Reg or was it Thara and Rianah...or Thara and Shafa? Anyway, it feels like as if I've been twenty baruuu juga.

And now, nah... In another 5 months sudah mau 21! Bukan lama tu. Skijap seja tu. What was 2009? 2009 was;

Drama-ful

God there was drama like never before. (Eleh padahal bukan lah banyak mana pun). But seriously, sometimes in those drama-ey moments is when you learn the most stuff! Not just about other people but about yourself, too! And then the time where the thing happened then forced another thing to happen heh.

Painful

I don't know how I got very many cederas this year. Hmm. Clumsy.

Stressful

First there was the owner rumah lama thing, then there was the finding rumah thing (which was not a very good time for me. Grr.) Then there was pindah rumah, then there was pindah-ing OUT of rumah. Then there were TONS of assignments to be done. When one was over another one kept on coming. Then remember the time my laptop decided to just ROSAK the day before i needed to submit the group assignment?! OHmygosh. And thennn there was the many times and still are the many times that I've thought about the 'future' which PAINS me which is bad. Aduih I still don't know what I'm gonna do, or where I'm gonna go, or what I'm gonna major in. Once I do I'll let you know. A lot of 'maybes' 'don't knows' 'not sures'. You still with me?

Gossipful

Oh so fun! But so not encourage-able :)

But most of all, 2009 was totally...

Wonderful

The things you get to go through on your final year of your diploma. Going to find paddy, staying up all night long finishing assignment about paddy and laughing like shit while doing it. Dressing up for presentations, going aaaalll the way to Planters' Haven to play tapuk-tapuk and do the copywriting assignment. Being able to complete a job and feeling so satisfied and content by it. Having people by your side when your laptop dies. Having friends who are so great. Having a 20th birthday with 3 cakes weehuu! Regained my semangat to read. I love reading. Went on so many days and nights out. Have the most awesome-est friends at work. Leaving home at 6am in the morning just to take pictures (I have such great friends). Having really really really great best friends. Realising that friends will always be friends even though you think it's not worth it. Realising all the great times we shared. AAAAALLL the laughter and tears. Being able to reconnect.

It's ending so quickly...

Ahh 2009, I'm going to miss you. I sure as hell (or rather, heaven) had a great time with you.

Things to look out for in 2010:

1. Holidays

2. Turning TWENTY ONE omeghaad!!

3. Everyone else who's turning TWENTY ONE - don't wanna miss out on the fun ;)

4. Graduation WOOHOO! Eh, btw, bilakah, dan manakah results?!

5. The month of May - Brother getting married! Birthdays=fun=presents=love aww. :D

6. A whole lot of searching and fening kefala.

7. Zoom zoom.

8. Vroom vroom.

9. Boom boom.

10. Saja, mau kasi cukup sepuluh. Eheh.

On the first day of Christmas would someone give to me,

One Really Awesome Big House.

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oh and happy Maal Hijrah!

1431 sudah!

Caution: Long post probably ahead.

2009-12-19T01:43:00.007+08:00

After so long, we finally met up. Though not like it used to be, it was really really really great to finally gather and eat and talk just like we used to.

Picked Thara up then picked Ain up pause for awhile at Ain's place to be pretty then drove to Reggie's! I used to live within their area Luyang-Penampang, and Thara was the one yang jauh-er cause she was like...dekat school. You imagine Reggie used to WALK to my place when she was younger (in primary school). Now I'm jauh-est!

But believe you me, it's always worth the drive.

Always.

You know why? I'll tell you why. With them it's never awkward. Though silent there'll be no weird stares. If there were any we'd laugh about it.

It's easy to talk and just let it out. Though sometimes some things are just better left unsaid. Ha-ha.

They don't mind taking pictures haha! They also know when to help take pictures (without any of us asking!

Service was slow, we had to ask many times for pisau garpu and sudu, and our lamb chop and grilled chicken didn't appear even when the 2 salads and pizza were already habis n menghadam dalam perut!

So we got some stuff cleared, finally resolved, and understood. Wish none of it had happen tapi macam mana juga kan. Sudah happen. But its good we got talking, and the rest of the night went on smoothly. Kind of.

So talk talk talk and more talk then more laughs then

Thara gave us a gift each! So cute lagi tu it had bags. At first she was like "Okay, can I give you guys your bags now?"

I thought she was gonna give us handbags!

I got necklace, Reggie earrings and Ain hairclip. All nice. Very nice.

Then I asked whether a certain someone was kurus already or not then Reggie burst out laughing then said "Ha?! JOKE OF THE DAY" when I was sincerely asked whether that person has lost weight. But I really thought she did! Or would!

The rest of the night went to more luahan perasaan and more stories that all of us could learn from, and should learn from.

And also news that got me excited! And Thara too! And Ain scared. And Reg to think about.

Why am I being so...weird?

Anyhow, Tuesday:

1. Reg goes to send car to Kolombong

2. Ain goes to pick up Thara then pick up Reg from Kolombong then pick me up then head for breakfast (must Soto cause Ain want haha) at Sri Dewi, or;

2. Ain goes to pick Thara up then me then the 3 of us go for breakfast while Reg goes with her mum and we pick her up/meet her somewhere.

3. Go WILD before noon.

4. Lunch at TBC

5. Sing our hearts out at TBC

6. Dessert TBC. Warisan?

7. Beach...TBC

Nah itu seja lah plan untuk hari itu!

Since I'm home, some things I plan to do are:

At least have a purrrty sunset - but always hujan

Bake! :)

Find the time to bake

Find butterscotch

Find the time to find butterscotch

Barbekuuuu!

Take MUCH pictures (much instead of many cause I want it to be uncountable)

Enjoy fast broadband only with Streamyx (tak payah potong, buang masa)

Spend some quality time

Have a blast on New Year and eve

Finish those gifts

Melalaaaak with my melalak buddies

Go somewhere not so near, cause Ain wants to drive far-far.

Get Ain to drive cause Ain never drive us

Enjoy my bed and toilet

Kacau Izz

Go for Dimsum! Must.

Watch 2 must-watch movies

Watch Astro cause I don't have any when I return to KL

Kasi kawan mummy go jogging

Oh, eat of course

CUT MY HAIR. CUT MY HAIR. CUT MY HAIR.

I. Must. Cut. Hair.

The old habit is back! Uh-oh... Old habits die hard ;)

Oh noes, me 21 in five months. Oh no.

oh no...

Stuck in

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...Senai Airport.

Which is in Johor. Bad enough we had to go to JB then to KL for 2 nights then back to JB to go back to beautiful Kota Kinabalu. WTF.

Will blog when I'm back in KK. Home sweet home, I'm coming!

Touched me, touching you

2009-11-26T21:55:00.003+08:00

A lot of people know E. E. Cummings' poem I Carry Your Heart With Me. How I love the way love is expressed through that poem. The rhythm, the words... *cheh*

Anywho, I stumbled upon a poem by Pablo Neruda entitled "If You Forget Me"

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine

I'm such a sap, but it's nice, no? Yang sia pigi bold and put green tu I like la dat.

Finished reading Mitch Albom's Tuesdays With Morrie a couple-o-weeks ago. You try detaching your emotions, tell me how you do it.

I lufs him too! Sigh.

For Cammie!

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My dearest dearest friend Cammie...

Happy birthday!!

May all your wishes come true,

And none of your days ever be blue,

No more one for ten years it's TWO,

Happy happy birthday to you!!

(I made that rhyme myself okay! Eppp! Copyright belongs to me! Hehehe)

I hope you had a Grrrrrrrrrreat time with your friends and family back home, and I MISS YOU! :'( Moga-moga the start of your TWENTIES bring you more joy and happiness, health, luck, patience, fun, time, money, food, dancing, laughter, not so much on the tears, adventures, flights back to KK as often as you like, picture taking, polaroid films, vintage cameras, nikon add-ons, food, jalan-jalan, friends, true friends, best friends, and most importantly,

LOVE!

Happy birthday again Cammie, may Allah shower you with His blessings :)

lovelovelovelovelooooove,

Hana!

Letter to a Superstar

2009-10-26T12:54:00.003+08:00

Dear Beyonce a.k.a Sasha Fierce a.k.a pengancel concert,

Oh, we are so disappointed that you decided to postpone (more like cancel) your concert in KL for the 2nd time. Why?
Is it because of the protests? Well I protest the protest and protesters because its plain ridiculous. Might as well protest TV and Internet. And oh don't forget to protest sexy clothes.
Are you afraid for your safety? Sigh, I understand it must be hard for you to go to an Asian country that (for the past months) have had natural disasters and bombings bla bla bla. But Malaysia teda bah (doesn't have those). At least I think we don't. You don't have to stay long if you're that scared, fly in for the concert the same day and fly out the same night for all we care.
Would've been great to see you rock out that night. But OH WELL.

Love,
Naz.

Searching

2009-10-19T00:25:00.001+08:00

I have delayed long enough the uploading of many many pictures to Facebook. Nanti lah.

Ui, hari tu we (Ally Zetty Aeti Nadia and I) went all the way to Sime Darby's Planters' Haven at Nilai. Yang tempat yang dekat sama Ally punya kampung. Memang dekat sangat. Should've went beraya tapi no one was home :(

Anywho, so itulah yet another adventure for us going all the way there for not suka-suka, but for Copywriting assignment. Memang sangat fresh la udara sana, apa inda, pokok hutan daun maun meng-surround you. It was really impressive except for the Dock of Death, that Nadia nearly jatuh from walking on the mushroomy thing.

Planters' Haven punya rumah-rumah kan, makes you wanna have one of your own. Tapi price dia whoooooooiiii~ Dunno bila la baru boleh bayar habis that. But really nice la. Sempat again we all play tapuk-tapuk at one of the showhouse (showroom?). Kebudak-budakan, I know, tapi berla ba! Siuk ba. Bukan selalu kan kan kaaan?

Have yet to see the outcome of it. But I'm sure it'll turn out grrrreeat! Haha.

Next-next week is my exam! Final exam of my diploma! Wah! I'm excited! Very looking forward to the coming challenges. But...I'm so unprepared.

Okay sidetrack! I've been thinking a lot in the shower lately - as Reggie used to say, the shower is the best place to think - and you know what (say: what?)

We're all the same

Well not maybe totally one hundred percently the same la, but ya, we are. Think about it. You say you don't like people talking bad about you, but I'm pretty sure a lot of us do the same, no? You say you don't like two-faced people, but there must be a time in your life when you did it any other way.

We're all the same. You, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, youyouyouyouuuuuuu, me. Sama only ba we all. Cuba you fikir. Fikir betul-betul.

I'll admit. I've said bad things about people I know. Told stories. But so have you. And you. And you. See? Sama ja ba :)

So...we're all even. But tiapa bah. We're also the same in a sense that we learn to forget. And eventually (and hopefully) forgive.

Astaga Pika, Shafa, remember ka the time when we were in...form 2 I think? When the new Pepsi Blue just came out. Sebab mau try it sangat, we came early to school when we were actually in the afternoon session. And walked to Karamunsing. Karamunsing isn't as near as walking from rumah Tg. Aru to Pekan Tg. Aru okay! Sanggup ba duduk di tepi tepi tunggu kedai buka. Hping that every person that passed by had the keys to the shop. We saw this guy carrying it in his hand and drinking it as he was exiting one kedai. Then we excited la to go in and see...

Sia-sia perjalanan, Pepsi Blue tiada. "Belum sampai," itu aunty bilang.

That was 6 years ago. Sigh, how time flies.

p/s: I miss you. So terribly.

Garrhh

2009-10-06T19:15:00.003+08:00

:(
I miss blogging but I truly truly don't have the time.
...But I probably can spare 10 minutes here right?

I miss raya food.

October 25th, I'm waiting for youuuuuu! *excited*

Okay back to doing my assignment ;) babai!

Bye bye birdie

2009-09-26T22:45:00.003+08:00

Always wishing that my stay at home wouldn't end so quickly. It PAINS me to leave.

My Syawal lesson: Love, accept, forgive

To semua semua, I had fun. Can't wait for December!

Oh and --

I WANT TO GO!

Muchachos mamasitas nachos jalapenos~! Alright! :)

This is to you.

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I know you know its you :)

Thanks. Here's to the better days that we had.

May have been a two-faced bitch to you, but I miss you already. You have no idea.

Today should be a good day

2009-09-10T16:16:00.000+08:00

Because today's date is so pretty! 09.09.09! If I were back home we'd already be having a family picture. (which by the way has not happened since I came here)

But it was not a good day.

I got sick again after I just got better a week ago. I am convinced its cause I didnt drink enough water. Had really bad fever yesterday, this morning I didnt get any better. Woke up sweaty but still very feverish. Then went to the doctor in the afternoon - that cost me 50 bucks. Got a terrible headache and wanted to puke the whole journey.

But then I think I'm feeling better now. At least much better then this morning.

Well anyway...this is very much delayed, but this is for Reggie! My dear girl I told you once I'll tell you again, that even though you didn't get it, you did so good that night. :) And I'll tell you that no one can scream like a convent girl so even Ain and I were enough to cheer you on. Jason definitely helped haha!

Today while sick a stream of thoughts just came into my head, and I just do not know why. Started asking about people whom I have no interest about. Suddenly just-so-randomly teringat the past which I particularly hate, because I teringat about this psycho b*tch. Psycho. Sheesh.

10/09/09

Never got done with the post, I dozed off.

Ta-Da! Finally a new look for my blog. Nothing much, but I like it.

My last semester has started, I missed my first two classes yesterday cause I was sick. And so my final semester has brought me two potential enemies - Copywriting and Electronic Publishing.

Initially, people may think that taking Mass Communication is for people who 'don't know what to do'. Yeah well I'll tell you frankly, that was exactly what I had in mind when I signed up for the course. I didn't know what to do. My mind was firmly set on Early Childhood Education - think about it, there'll always be a need for that. But I don't know why at the very last minute just before I had to send it to the post office I wrote down "Diploma in Mass Communications". Without my parents knowing.

It took me a good 6 months to decide on it.

Here I am now, I despised the beginning, I'm enjoying the journey, and loving the ending. I guess there was a reason why I did that change. It's probably one of the hardest jobs to grasp with in KK. You don't necessarily get the greatest pay. It's not the usual doctor-lawyer-teacher thing (I wanted to be those back in the day). I'm still trying to figure out why, though. But I do believe that there was a reason. And surely it'll be shown in times to come.

I haven't had my mind set on what I should major in. I haven't taken IELTS. I haven't started looking for places to do my internship.

There's just so many things on my mind!

I was doing the laundry a few hours ago, and then I don't know why I suddenly teringat about our little dance performance that we did when we were in form 1. Or was it form 2. I can't recall. Alaa, you know the one we did with "Stronger" and the chair thing for speech day. Correct me if I'm wrong, was it me, Reggie, Pika, Dai, Gail, and Marichelle? It was crappy how we weren't allowed to wear jeans. Bodoh o that rule. We had to wear stupid slacks with stupid white shirts and necktie. Hahaha! And the make-up was horrid. Hair was horrid too, we had braids all over! What shoes did we wear? Were we barefoot?

Oh and remember how we were already on stage and the curtains were already open, the music started then suddenly electricity went off? We automatically froze. Like we knew it was gonna happen.

Gosh. Those were the days. Nothing like 'em.

20 days into Ramadhan, and I cannot wait for Eid! Already in the mood for rendang! I'm coming home next week!

Eh, mari buat open house? ;)

Stupid SBWS.

The Internet - It does wonderous things.

2009-08-26T01:27:00.003+08:00

The Internet.

Allows you to connect with your friends. Rekindle relationships. Find love. Strengthen love.

Allows you to complete work. Do your research. Learn new things. Heck you can find out almost about anything online.

Allows you to find places. Maps. Directions.

Allows you to plagiarize (which btw is illegal so jangan buat, ya? :p )

Allows you to download stuff. Files. Programs. Photos. Movies. Songs.

Allows you to upload stuff. Files. Programs. Photos. Movies. Songs.

Allows you to shop. Dresses. Shirts. Shoes. Food. Books. CDs. Tickets.

Allows you to gossip and find gossip.

Allows you to learn secrets about others.

Isn't the Internet marvelous?

Hmm.

Okay. So lately I banyak berfikir to myself, I've had plenty alone time. Banyak mau difikir. And banyak yang tiba-tiba terfikir. Sebab banyak juga yang bikin me berfikir.

*How to get to JPJ

*How and where to get food and eat it on Friday

*How to manage money for September.

*How my baju raya looks like

*What shoes to get for raya

*Imaginary trips

*Why dia begitu. Always bikin sesak otak ni fikiran. Semak. Menyemak!

*How not to think why dia begitu

*What to eat for sungkai and sahur

*When I get my pay

*What to expect next semester and how to go about it

*What to do after all this

*Where and how to go after all this. Wah!

*What it'll be like in the next four months.

So many many other things.

Pick one: Bag / Pants / 2 pairs of shoes

help, please? :)

5 hari sudah berpuasa! And it's all good.

No matter how you try to hide it, it will show.

Nazie.